RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!
Wah,you guys have no clue how stressed out I am.
It's like not even one month of school yet?!
I'm just fucked up cause I have the premonition that I will do badly for my O's.
Especially Maths,Science and Bio.
I NEED TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT!
I keep telling myself to study,study,study but I'll just end up doing homework and surf the net.
Dang it,how the hell am I suppose to go to Poly if I dont pass my Maths?
Im just not born with the Maths and Science intellect.
Im so SLOW!
I don't know how the fuck I even get a 213 aggregate for my PSLE.
What the helh has happened to me?
I know I am smart,I know I can do it,but there's always a barrier that's stopping me.
I need to break the barrier NOW,before its too late.
When I see the last year's senior taking their O level result slip,I can already picture myself being there like in one years time.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

My self esteem in doing well for O's keeps getting lower everytime I fail tests or don't understand what the hell the teacher's saying.
Pfft.I was not so bad in my studies in Sec 1 and Sec 2 leh.
Infact,I maintained a position of 5th in class.
IRRRAAAA,WHERE ARE YOU?!!!!
I fucking need to study,need to pass,need to go poly,need to prove people wrong.
They fucking think Im stupid but its just that Im not letting myself show them what I really am.
I will,I must,pass my Maths,Science and Bio no matter what it takes.
I need to have self-discipline.
If others can do it,so can I.
Its still not too late.

Anyway,ebaying is fun!I bought a few items there.Its actually damn easy to find your items.Search,click,pay,get your items.Tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.And Im damn excited to get my pay this coming Thursday.I fucking want the LG Cookie phone!

Not to forget,Miss Vasuki is getting on my nerves.Im starting to really dislike her.She's okaaaaaaaaaaay but how dare she tell me to stop giving her letters when I never go school and tell me to go doctor if I sick?Walau,if she pay for my doctor bills nvm la!Pala buto.So irritating siak.

And and,I'm the cheerleading captain for this year again!Lol.Im really happy cause almost all the seniors in Red house are joining! *claps hands and dances around

I need my beauty sleep now.
Goodnight.