Abracadabra.

Tuesday, July 22, 2008 Y 10:55 PM

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeee!
I seriously don't know what to update about.
Well basically,my day is okay.SS was fawesome!
Laughed like one siao cow.LOL.They freaking made my day la.
Pe was not bad.I have to say that I'm proud of myself cause I have been consistently running around the track for four rounds w/o stopping.
I think my stamina is improving alot and I seriously appreciate every Pe lessons.
Now Im starting to be sporty back like in primary school days.
Baby influenced me la!LOL.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
I WANT A FUCKING HOODIE!hehe :)
What the hell is wrong with me?
I seriously want an effing hoodie and the stupid white camera.CAPISH?!
Hohohohohohohohoho.
Nvm,tomorrow eh baby? :)
IM BECOMING FIFTEEN IN 36 MINUTES MORE!
Wuyeahyeah.Big deal.Ahahaha.
I can't wait for tommorrow!
YIPEEE!
muacksmuacks.
<3
"I'm falling deeper and deeper into your spell."





Breaking dawn.



Y 1:25 AM

HELLOHELLOHELLO! :D
Oh heavens,I gotta start talking bout ystd,Sun.
Something happened which led me to think that Im seriously frigging old.
Its like on Sat I went to the swimming pool area to study so i brought down my hwks.
So on sun when i was packing to go back my dad's place,I realised that my file was missing.
So searched and searched couldnt found.Asked the security guards also to no avail.
So i panic and started to cry la and I promised myself if I find it,I will treasure it like never b4.
So i broke down and suddenly my mind was like.."did i even bring it in the first place?"
So i tried calling my dad to check my bag and all and it turned out to be in my stupid bag.
I mean,WHAT THE FUCK?!
Made me cry for nothing only sia.
So anyways,I didnt come to school today.NAUGHTY GIRL!
Not my fault hor,I was already at the bus stop and my stomach gave me problems.
I was so sure it was diarrhoea cause my stomach is prone of getting it casually.
WEAK STOMACH katerkan~~LOL.
So I was like what the fuck la,I was so far away from home and all.
The bus was like right infront of my eyes but as my stomach gave warning already,I went home. Called my dad to tell him that la but he say I dont wanna go cause I late.
STUPID SHIT!I WAS FUCKING EARLY,ASS.
So walked and walked for I dont know how long till I reached home.
As it turned out..it wasnt diarrhoea..It was..THE TIME OF THE MONTH!
Surprise,surprise.
ROFL,WTF.So i ate painkillas and slept.If ya guys dont know,my first day are the werst.
So after I woke up,was starving like one mad dog.
I texted baby and we met downstairs to go eat.
We went to bishan then off to like dont know where.
We were so undecisive where to have our dinner.
In the end,I decided to go to Far East Plaza to eat.
YUMMY,OH JOY!LOL.
Scrumptuous dinner,had a great time with babylove.
Oh,and we saw one teenage pregnant girl and i was like SCARY SIOT!
As her belly is big,I guess she's keeping the baby and I respect her for that.
I was resisting the temptation to go shopping la!
GRRR.I told myself I must wont spend no shit on nothing on my birthday week.
Cause after all,Im gonna get some stuffs,arent I baby?Haha.
Well,Im soooo excited and looking forward to my birthday.
Mum and stepdad are gonna buy me adidas watch I guess.The one I like!
Finally,I dont have to keep changing stupid fucking breakable watches.
I wonder what baby's got for me planned.Cause he was like so busy planning with his friends!
Lol. *winks
So anyway,now its like 2 and Im bored and I cant sleep and you know what I feel like doing?
STUDYING!Like..am i for REAL?!
huahuahua.I guess so.Told ya guys Im gonna prove jt wrong right.
This thursday got maths test chapter 7 so Im gonna bring it down!
Ok shussh,I better not be too complacent or else I'll get disapointed.
Im so agitated,my breathing problems are back.Shittos tacos.
And yay,ONE MORE DAY TO MY BIRTHDAY!
HEHEEEEEE.
much loves.

"Baby,all i need is you."



Breaking dawn.



Sunday, July 20, 2008 Y 2:37 PM

Haiqal's babygirl! :DD
WHATWHATWHAT?:D


DA BOLEH KAHWIN TAK?LOL. :)


HE'S PROUD :)


ABANG! :D


GAY! =O

NYONYA~

MY BABIES!

:)

GIRLS RULE! XD


HELLO DUDES & DUDETTES!
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. :)
Sorry for not updating for quite sometime,busy la seh!
And not only that,Im starting to sleep early every weekdays.
Not that I want to,its TERsleep lah! hehe :)
Okay,I am sooooo free during the weekends this week cause only maths hwk.YES AH!
LOL.Okay so,lemme talk bout rhd first.
It was okay-okay lar can.So wore the peranakan-ish costume.
I look soooo nyonya!But duhh,thats the purpose.Haha.
Aku happy siot,my baby girls all wanna take photo with me.Lol.
So was chosen for fashion show thingy.ERR.
Anyway,credits to ct for the hair!Loveeeeeeeee it.
Had to rush right after recess to do the hair and make up.
It was faster than i thought!There was like practically no time to practise!
I had cold feet and stomach turns many a times then.
I was so nervous la please,that I felt like puking!
But I didnt cry though,which is a plusplusplus :)
Here's a secret,I cry before any performance.Dont ask me why,I just do!
LOL.I had fun dancing on stage,especially with the support of my baby girls.
I was so touched la,that I couldnt stop myself from giving a blowkiss to them,on STAGE!
LOLAnd they thought it was for my baby.Partly la okay? :)
Anyway,special thanks to Charlotte bby,Gina bby and others who supported!
Love you guys uber much <3
The dance was okay,but I have to admit,screwed.Cant blame us la,stupid system.
But still,my dance baby girls did great okay?Im proud of you guys :D
I was soooooooo happy that I didnt get any of my dancesteps wrong yaw!
And I was dumbstruck when I saw baby staring at me when i was dancing.
I scared sia!LOL.So rushed for the fashion show thingy.
In the end,dont have,just take pic.WTF -.-"
Wasted my effing time only,to rush like nobody's business.
The next day was an effing drag.Thabks to Jt uh.
Fucking biatch,accuse me of something I didnt do.
Think you're one big fcuk?Asshole,just because Im weak in maths.
She thought it was me who copied la,when it wasnt me!
When she told JT,Jt was shocked alright.BIMBO!!!!
YOU THINK IM EFFING STUPID ISSIT?Im not that dumb bodoooo.
I used to respect and like Jt alot as a cher,but nomore.
She should have investigated it first before pointing fingers.
You pulled my dignity down,alright.
Now you make maths such a drag to go to.I HATE YOU,YOU SNOB!
No offence to those who actually like her.
But I really think that her true colours have shown uh.
Well you know what JOEY?Imma prove you wrong.I've promised myself I will work hard.
I will make sure I pass my maths and that you wont look down on me anymore.Wait & see.
She was being fucking unreasonable la please.Gimme a break.PMS SHIT?
Anw,Chemistry is actually okay.I kinda like it now,thanks to ms chew!
She's nice,and i like her way of teaching.Not so boring as ms kim's.
Oh,and I cant believe mr az praised me again.Twice for the same thing!
Last year,when he was a trainee,he praised me one day after rhd and said i could dance very well.
This year,one year later,and one day after rhd,he said that i danced very well and that it was impressive.LOL.
I did not blush okay!Haha.And we joked about his "cuteness" thingy.
Jency told him taht I have a huge butt!And he told her to tell the guy in 3e1.Hahahaha.
JENCY SMALL BUTT OKAY?! =P
BLAHS~
Yay!Im becoming a bigbig girl soon and I guess im pretty looking forward to it.
SWENSENS THIS FRIDAY!yay :))
Plus there's also barbeque aso,but nextnext week.
Im pretty sad that I can't have that white camera that I've been wanting.
Baaaaaaaaahs :'[ . Its okay laa.Wait long2 i guess.haha.
Me and baby's 4 month anniversary is one day after my birthday!
Woohoo.I love you,handsome!
Btw,I'll post the video of the performance when ct send me.
muacksmuacksmuacks.

"I smell jealousy." :)








Breaking dawn.



Monday, July 14, 2008 Y 12:06 AM

SAPPP?!
Oh hello hello hello.Hiakhiakhiak!
Grrrrrrrrrr,Im tired of homeworks yaww.Frigging boring.
There's gona be lotsa tests this week like brr .
I dont have time to study what more time for myself.
Weekends untuk rehat eh bukan untuk homework,bodooooooo.
Gaaaaaaaahs,this wednesday gonna perform for rhd.
Im not feeling it man,and thats not how its supposed to be.
The dance is so stop-it eh,pleaseeeeeee.
Anyway,I just wanna say those who were running for respect were awesome!
Ian,Janelle,baby,Marcus and others did great yaw,Im so proud :)
Respect won most of the races.Last minute,I was their last resort for 4x100,
I was like what.the.hell.Oh nonononono.
I CANT RUN!My stamina low :(
Boooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
Kwang3.There wasnt much people there.
But all I can say is,there was much hugging,crying and spirit from respect.
I cried seeing some of them cry.Shows how much they wanted to win dint it?
Oh hell,I enjoyed eating at mummy's house.
Eh stop,kate aku nak lose weight??!!!
WHO CARES?HAHAHAHAHA -.-"
Gong gong was the best!Super yummy la.
And for breakfast mummy made burger.Imagine,the meat..
Melted cheeese..Egg with the yolk watery..And when you bite the burger..
The egg yolk meltes down.GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
IM HUNGRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
huahahahahaha.
Oke I swear I have nothing to talk about.My mind is going haywire.
HOMEWORK!ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
Im gonna be fifteen soon and im not looking forward to it,baaahs :'[
Off to gaming now~
Oke bye.
"This longing,its getting out of control."


Breaking dawn.



Thursday, July 10, 2008 Y 11:18 PM



OH HELLO MANIACS!
Finally I get the chance to update,like gee.
Projects and schoolwork have been weighing down on my shoulder this week.
Stress!Everything was so rushing and I sleep lesser and lesser hours everyday.
Today is basically my off day,all homeworks done that's why Im here.
Maths' been such a drag.Only for the toa cah soh.
Straight zerooos.Shitass,I screwed up.
S'alright,I'll learn from my mitakes.
Today is such a humiliatingly funny day.All thanks to bio eh.
To keep it short,esther's paper went in the rubbish bin and fyou to the cleaners.
Baby took it from inside the junk and printed new copies.I almost puked.
Called esther and thank god she's understanding.Thanks darla!
Met mr az to explain,and he told me to write mishap happen so he remember.
Can you please shave cher?You look so old,haggard and tired.
Its abit distracting too.And what's with the hair?Ok shussh.
Anyway,he asked me whether I wrote the mishap happen thingy and well i placed something.
This----> =O
huahaha.Ohh,that smileeeeeeeee.
Anyhooos,did all hwk while waiting for baby to finish his soccer.
Went to lib to borrow books and he sent me home.
Its weird how this week I didnt buy anything on my list.I just bought a missha moisturizer.
Imagine on monday me and baby went to all my fave places,and i bught nothing??!!
What the fuck is happening to me man.But somehow,its good.
Cant wait for tommorow cause there's sports day and Im helping out.
BABY,JIAYO!
I had fun and concentrated so well in Maths and Chem.Shocking much?
I'm beginning to learn how to hide my feelings inside,but I know you can see it in my eyes.
Well,I dont know,I dont care.Im seriously going INSANE!
GOOOOOOD,please make that ugly feeling keep haunting me,its so tiring ='[
Its okay,one more year to go,I can live with it.
Just go go and go away from my thoughts,I dont want you in them.
Its all polluted with yous and Im sick and tired of it.Stop making me keep falling back.
Okayh whatever,game time.Im fucking bored and baby's snoring like a *insertwordhere now.
Love ya baby,muacks. :]
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

PS:CAN YOU STOP LEADING ME ON YOU FAGG??!!OR AM I JUST BEING DELUSIONAL?HELP!

"I'm trying to escape a misery."


Breaking dawn.



Thursday, July 3, 2008 Y 12:08 AM

Sometimes life goes up,sometimes it goes down.
Just like the whole day today.Its just hell.
It started out alright actually,baby made salad for me and gyeah,it was delics.
Blahblahblah.Im just too tired to write alot.
Basically,people showed alot of attitude to me today.
Well,screw you.
English=debate.
We'l prolly have the debate tomorrow and I have not yet rehearsed.
I've not done my maths and studied for chemistry test.
I really have no energy or mood left.
Thankfully,chocolates and a lil' bit of shopping cheered me up abit.
Bought the ripples slippers,like finally.Then window-shopped a little.
Accompanied baby till like 8 and went home.
Something happened at home and heck,I hate him.
Frigging unreasonable okay.
I soo cant wait to go to mummy's house,pure bliss.(Well,not totally pure,but still.)
AHHHHHHHH.
I'm stress with school.What's more,im stuck with frigging boring periods tomorrow.
I already had enough with the stupid wednesday assembly la eh.
Sheeeeesh.HOMEWORKS,ASSIGNMENTS!
Pure bio wksht and prac wksht to be handed in on friday.
And elearning malay posts by saturday.
Geeeee.How worst can my life be?
Im already deprived of my precious sleep.
My eyes are heavy now,gotta go study.
Goodnight everyone.
I love you baby.
xoxo
"There's no more if's,this is it,this is goodbye."


Breaking dawn.



Wednesday, July 2, 2008 Y 3:59 AM



Oh hello!
Been a really really long time since i updated.
My blog is sooooo dead.But oh,i miss blogging so here i am.
Am not here to post long cause now the time is like 4+ AM.
Im gonna go to school in like 2 hrs time?Gee.
Lets keep this post short alright.
Life's been pretty good lately.
I've definitely boost in the wealth and health area.
Im okay with my mum now.In case you guys didnt know,we had a tiff and ended up not contacting nor seeing each for bout' 8 months?
But now we're doing good,she's treating me right.(Hope it last)
I love you mum!
Oh and during the last weeks of june holidays,I fell sick for three consecutive days and had fever.
Fever of 38++ and sore throat and cough.
Took panadol but didnt really got better.
When school reopened,had fever again for two days,still 38++.
Ended up having mc for two days and partying and home.Or not.
My mum's new house is friggin' fawesome man!
The gym,the swimming pool,the location and MY ROOM ESPECIALLY rocks la can?!
Huaaha.Its Mayspring,at bukit panjang.
Not to forget,mum's got a new car too!Its definitely hot.No wait,class.
Lets just skip skip skip those bullpoos and start with today.
The day was okay,better than I expected.
As today was ncc day,baby was supposed to stand infront and command.
Too bad,it rained.Didnt get to see baby in ncc uniform.my soulja :)
Pe took height and weight and i grew taller and lost weight!
Yes uh!Finally!haha.
Anyway,talking bout baby,yes if ya guys dont know..
We're still together :)
Three months plus to four and still going strong <3>
After school went to FEP to shop!
Bought three necklaces in total and one white hot pants(shorts for those who dont get it).
Im like so happy cause every week im going shopping,my absolute favourite leisure.
I got sooo much more on the list and hell yeah,they're so mine.Like,for real.
If ya guys dont know,I have a shopping list for every month and it consists of more than 20 stuff?
Oh hell,I wanna buy that gal boxers again!
Hot okay :D
Will update again.
Take care hotstuffs!


Aku love-love-love Muhd Haiqal Bin Mohd<3



Breaking dawn.
Irra<3