Keep it personal;

Abracadabra.

Thursday, October 30, 2008 Y 12:18 AM

HELLO.

Had a major headache because of fever and slept during Physics cause I ate 2 panadol.

THANKS MR YONG!

And also Fizah darling for the panadols.

Concentrated throughout the Bio lesson and understood every single shit!

AMAZING SIOL.

heheheh.

Nothing muched happened,actually.

Slacked at mac and watched stupid videos at Youtube.

Damn,Im bored with nothing to do nowadays.

I CANT WAIT TO GO OUT WITH MY GIRLS!

Plans:

1)Go Jurong East/CCK to swim

2)Siloso Beach(picnic)

3)Escape Theme Park

CAN'T WAIT OI!

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Okay,Im off to a lil bit of studying.

Bye.

"I can't explain this feeling,I think about it everyday."

Breaking dawn.

Tuesday, October 28, 2008 Y 10:21 PM

OH HELLO.

Went to Far East after school and had lunch at Sakura.

The food was yummy and spent $30 there.

Walked around and bought a supa nice pencil case at Paper People.

Then went to Shaw to watch movee.

Wanted to watch House Bunny at first or The Coffin,but don't have.

So ended up with HSM3.

Its an okay2 movee la but I think ther dance moves are better.

I like it when Vanessa danced with Zac on top of the roof.

Super nice.

Overall,it was quite boring and I almost fall asleep.

Headed home after that.

DAMN,Im having fever with supa coarse throat which feels like there's daggers when you swallow.

I WANT MY HOLS.

I DONT WANNA GO HEADSTART,I DONT WANT TESTS.

I WANNA SLEEP.

& IM BROKE.

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

GO DIE LA YOU STUPID OLD MAN.

I HATE YOU SO EFFING MUCH!

YOU'RE DEAD TO ME.

Breaking dawn.

Y 5:41 AM

Went to get my tragus piercings today at Penin.

HAHA,the guy that pierced my ear was really friendly!

Chose a stud and got it pierced.

I didn't felt anything.

I just heard the sound of the gun being pressed then I was "Huh?Finish already?"

LOL.Should have been there,baby was so nervous!

I was at first but I decided to just go ahead cause baby was there.

Went to KFC ar MS for lunch plus OLD CHANG KEE!

After that we went to Esplanade and slacked awhile.

The weather and ambience is nice there.

Had my maths tutor session with Sur.

I think Im understanding maths better!

I WANNA BE A MATHS PRODIGY (:

I cried the entire night because of something.

Baby helped me with something and I finally got it back.

I was crying so bad I knocked my head against the wall and I felt so scared and alone.

Gee,what the hell's wrong with me.

And Im sorry for shouting at you like that.

I've never been that angry and I was shocked at my voice.

It was just full of anger.

Thanks for being patient sayang,ILY<3

"All my life,I pray for someone like you."

Breaking dawn.

Monday, October 27, 2008 Y 12:29 AM

Oh baby,you're mine.

Thanks for all the love,understandind,trust and care.

I love you.

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I cant wait to get my tragus piercing tmr!

OH YAY :D

Maths session tmr.

Ok bye.

"TO HELL WITH YOU,MOTHERF*CKER.ROT IN HELL! >=("

Breaking dawn.

Friday, October 24, 2008 Y 10:26 PM

HELLO.

I got nothing much to say except that I feel blessed.

LOL.

Thank you baby for the bracelet and the tee i wanted.

I WANNA EAT THE OYSTERS AGAIN!

I LOVE YOU BOO.

and lets continue to webcam!

:DD

Breaking dawn.

Y 12:40 AM

HAPPY 7 MONTHSARY BABY BOO.

I just wanna take this opportunity to thank you for the great 7 months that you've always showered me with so much love that no guy has ever did.

Your sacrifices and love,they're amazing.

Even though we have our ups and down,you never fail to make me smile with your endless humour.

You pamper me with all my wants without fail.

Oh baby,I love you so much no words could say.

To sum it all up,

YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING

& I'D BE LOST WITHOUT YOU.

Alhamdullilah,God answered my prayers.O levels,here I come!

Whats more fun,with baby!

Lets study really really hard and get good jobs and have a happy happy family!

Oh yeaaaaah,ke jinjang pelamin.

*coughs

Ok im done.

Wanna sleep.

Goodnight earthlings!

PS:Its time for me to fulfil the promise I made to god if he promotes both of us. (:

Breaking dawn.

Wednesday, October 15, 2008 Y 9:46 PM

Oh dear god,

give me the strength I need to go through these obstacles.

Please help put me through the pain.

Im worried sick for baby and I.

Help us go through it.

Just fulfil my wish,please?

And babylove,

I don't know how else I can even define my love for you.

I know I've not been a good girlfriend,too pampered and spoilt,

but you never fail to sacrifice your happiness for mine.

You are the strength for my weakness and you showed me love when all I do is get mad.

I miss your hugs sayang,the hugs that would assure me everything is okay.

You're the greatest gift from God,that I can't deny.

Whatever happens,I promise I'll stand by you and stick with you through thick and thin.

I love you with all my heart.

:')

I'm just not in the mood to talk about my results for EOY.

I just can't wait to see the overall results for the whole year.

I did badly,I dare say.

I just wanna get it over with.

I'll accept whatever fate God has written in my book.

We all know we can never change fate right?

Besides,everything happens for a reason..

Biology is a dissapointment enough,plus all the other subjects.

I've flunked them all pretty badly,I dont know why.

It's not because of me having a bf,it has never been.

Maybe its because I've not put enough effort and God wanna give me a wake up call.

This is a lesson I shall learn and not mull over.

I know my mistakes now and last minute revisions don't work anymore.

I will give my ultimate best and prove everyone wrong because I know I can do it.

I wanna make my parents proud.

I hope I get to take my O' levels and get promoted,Insyaallah.

Im giving all my prayers for you baby.

I can't shed enough tears already.

And I'm touched that you cried when I cried.

I love you so much.

& I don't know why this event has made me wanna change.

I wanna change for the better.

I'm gonna start praying soon once baby starts teaching me.

See how much I've missed out and forgotten?

The last time I prayed was last year.

I totally neglected God.

Im sorry.

I wanna walk on a straight path,that leads me to you,

but I just can't help but go astray.

Oh god,

show me the light to your path.

I might be really quiet in school in the next few days okay,so please don't trigger my mood.

I'm really gonna be uber-sensitive to the maximum.

All I can do is pray.

PS:Miss Chew,please don't blame my baby for my failure in Chem.It's not his fault,honestly.Its just me..I've taken my studies too lightly.I've neglected them.You said I've been passing?No,you're wrong.I've never passed Chem.Even if I did,its by luck.So please,don't put the blame on my baby.Its me for myself.

I just feel like I've brought everyone down :'(

I need you baby,so bad :'((

Breaking dawn.

Monday, October 13, 2008 Y 9:19 PM

HEYHO BITCHES!

ahahahahahahahahaha.

Life has been fine,like always.

Exams are like finally over..but results are like $%^&@#$%^@!#$^&.

Anyways,raya has been a big bore to me.It didn't even felt like the Hari Raya I had when my dearest grandmama was still alive ;(

BUTBUTBUTBUT the collection of green packets never seem to be a bore to me ;DDD

I finally got my White Nintendo DS.

I still miss my PSP though,can't wait for baby to finish repairing it.

I spent like fucking alot in just one week.I've spent over $400++.

I know,I know,its so retarded.

Anyway,Im happy that most of the stuff I wanted to buy I bought.

But,the lists just seems to be adding on and on.

Oh so whaaaaat,my money what ^^

Anyway..I've got a new BF..

THE SAMSUNG OMNIA!!

Oh hell yeah its my dream phone.Actually I wanted the F480 but I got this instead,but its better :)
Nahhh,I didn't buy it,my dad bought it and he decided to give me when I said I wanted it.
Oh,I know I sound like a spoilt brat but who cares? ;P
My dad has been really nice to me lately..I lost my wallet and he gave me $50.
Yesterday he gave me another $60.
Oh lala~
Frankly speaking,its still not enough as you can see from my want list.
EHEHEHE :D
I love being a spoilt brat especially when baby's pampering me ;))
I LOVE MY BABY FOR TREATING ME LIKE A PRRRRRRINCESSSS.
He's like THE best boyfee ever!
But he's so fierce he's scaring away guys who look at me and smile.Haha.
Everytime a guy keeps looking at me and then baby look at him,the guy will look scared.
GAGAGAGAGA ;D
And yay,tmr Im gonna shop again and Im getting my Jansport backpack!!
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ;DDD
And Im getting broke as a result.heeee =00
I seriously don't know what to talk about.
Im just posting cause I'm bored.
Ok bye :)

PS:I still cannot forget when I was walking with my cousin and then this two guys who was riding a motorcycle actually stopped and said hi.Then the passenger walked over to me and said hi and talked to me but I just bo layan.HAHAHAHA,MALU SAMA LU UH DESPO!
sheeeeeeeesh!'
eheh :)

I LOVE HAIQAL BBY TRUCKLOADS!
MUACKS :D

"You're the one that made me realise that stupid crush which lasted for one year plus was just a fantasy and you're the reality. :)"

Breaking dawn.