Abracadabra.

Sunday, April 27, 2008 Y 11:38 AM



Picture perfect :D


He's gift (:


MOSHIMOSHI! :D
There's like hell alot to talk about so okay,man man lai. hoho (x
School has been once again,super hectic!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hahahahaha.But i still love school though,cus I getta see baby (:
Okay anyway,exams are like tommorrow!hahahaha.
So lately good things are coming my way.I guess.
I love life the way it is now and its all thanks to baby and all my baby girls and boys.
Haha.Here goes;


1st month anniversary:
Thursday was our first month anni and so,HAPPY ONE MONTH 3 DAYS BABY! haha (:
Dearest was so sweet,in the morning he gave me this sweet2 message.
After school we went to cathay cineleisure to watch definetely maybe.
The movie was okay.Funny and sweet at times.Baby almost cried at one point!
AWWWWWWWWH.
I look at him also i almost cried.Hahaha.
Okay anyway,after that we went to ljs and ate!
Then he kept wanting to see whats in my paper bag.haha.
Wahsey,he make me laugh like seow.
Finally,I gave him the things I bought for him.
Three cupcakes with the word I<3u,one>
He loved them.At least I hope so.Haha.
As for baby,he gave me this uber sweet necklace!It has a H and a heart with the engravement of my name and the letter I.
He also gave me a kiss.It was so sweet la can?
I love you baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! huahuahua -.-"
OH,and he owes me his cooking and some other things.What eh?Heee (:

Friday:
Morning,baby fetched me from bustop,like usual.
Then the day went by....Till having pure bio.OMG LA CAN?!
Whatever I say,plspls keep it to yourself.Pls la seh!
During pure bio supp,there was this part where he stood at his desk there,fiddling with the worksheets.
So i was like looking at him,and without realising it,i was smiling!
Then right,hell came.When i was looking at him and smiling to myself,he looked up!
WAAAH PAISEH!!!!!!!hahaha.He smiled broadly,straightaway.
Shit,i was like covering my face and nadiah laugh3.Haha.
Then there's this one part when he sat down den he looked and he smiled.I smiled laah duh.
So nxt,I was busy talking to nadiah about handshakes.
And then she was like "eh,follow!" and tapping her head.
I was like HUH?And thats when disaster came.Haha.
Ayam called me to answer one ques.Then,the class was like"HAIQAL!SEAGULL!QOQO!"
OHMYGODLA!!!I was freaking paiseh sia.I was hiding behind the worksheet.Haha.
Then ayam asked them "She likes him?"
Then I dont know what happened cus I was damn paiseh alr.
Then he was "OH MY GOD"...
I think he thinks is that sec 2 hykel that stood up for smoking.WTF!!
Bukannye ape eh,tapi mood dier terus tukar la seh.
Maybe its just my imagination.
Then he screamed at this upper sec boys.Woah.
Weird right,aleh2 bad mood?Then yada3.
Wahhh,after that i terus stopped looking at him sia.
My bulu roma all stand la seh.Sheeesh.
Okay then after the class,was talking to Joel,marah-ing him bcus of him spreading the thang.
And nad said that ayam listened and looked.Kpo.Haha
After that,met baby at staff room,to get my passport and his back from the chers.Its for the Kl trip uh.
They've been pestering me to go to Kl with them,so I did!And baby's going too ((:
Trus went to dnt room,and walked past ayam's class with baby and nad.
Ayam was inside!When we walked past,I saw him looking.
And nad said he looked all the way.Haha (:
Yada3.Then went lib with baby to borrow books and study.Baby has started reading!
All thanks to me,right sayang? :D
When we dropped off at my busstop,I told baby I wanna explore the cemetery turned into park area.
And so we did.At first I was abit scared cus I scared I will bring home uninvited guests.Im sure y'all know what I mean.
But baby held my hand,and that gave me the strength so we went in.
It was pretty fun and nice.Baby and I talked and Talked.
Then we continued our talking at the void deck.Baby made me laugh like a retard seh.
SERIOUS!I was like laffing and laffing.He kept making stupid faces which is like so damn cute okay (:
Around 7 plus like that,I went home.I got his hug and kiss ((:

Saturday:
Met baby at 9 plus in the morning to go to lib to study.
We met at tp then went to have breakfast.
Ate already,decided to go to national lib.
So when we went there found a seat.So we studied.
Skali something happened and I cried and baby tried his very best to make me smile again.
He comforted me with his soothing and velvet touch.
Finally,when I was crying,he saw this pen stucked at the back of the seat and he tot it was mine so he put it at my pencil case.He was like talking to himself and was so funny and cute.
As i have been crying,all my ingus all came out!
Gawsh,i was like laffing and laffing and hadta cover my nose as all the ingus came out and I dont have any tissue.
Wah sweet man,baby offered his tshirt that he was wearing!An d i kept laffin.
He offered the school tie and laffed harder.
I have no choice but to use my jacket.He was like saying EWW and laffin3.
Haha.That cheered me up allryte(:
Then saw his uncle at the lib.Then I was freezing and he unzipped the jacket he was wearing and covered my body with it.So sweet la!
I was touched.After that decided to go back to toa payoh mac to study.

We held hands throughout the journey ^^
Then i saw my aunt and im like oh no.HaHA
So went to ljs instead of mac.
We ate and talked and crapped and laffed.
We camwhored!!It took me my whole life to pursuade him to smile properly in the pics.Lol
I will show y'all the pics day by day. (:
So when he went off,I went to tp lib.I studied there till night.
At the lib,I saw this fat guy passing through the shelf which has small space and i was like laughing3 like seow.
The people were like staring at me la.Haha.I wonder how he did it.Hmmm.
At night,baby called.We crapped and laffed3.From sleepy,he made me awake.
Wah,the whole day he made me laugh like budak cacat.Haha.
Finally,he sent me this sweet2 gdnite msg (:

Sunday:
Baby texted me first thing in the morning saying his mum saw our pics.
Then yada-ed and I was smiling to myself like a mad woman,once again.
So now im here still unbathed.HAHAHAAHHA.
Okay i better go bath and study for tomorrow's eng paper 1 and social studies exam.Wish me luck!

And so,to end this long story,I just wanna wish everyone ALL THE BEST FOR MID-YEARS!
I LOVE ALL YOU PEOPLE!
and I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BABY!
heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee xD

"Together,forever (:"

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Breaking dawn.



Sunday, April 20, 2008 Y 9:20 PM

Hello babies.
AKU STRESSSSSSS!
Okay I got so much to tell that I dont know where to start.
Let me start with "sugardaddy".
Well,first I was in a fucking bad mood when I heard u got a spanish wife and 2 kids.
Then I found out you were just kidding and aku hurray2.
Then you said ur married.Aiyooo.Which is which?
Okay,who cares right? -.-"
Anyway,I was having a damn bad moood on Friday.Then you yada2-ed.
Got back nutrients test.Fuck it.I got the lowest overall.
CB.But its okay,i'll prove ya wrong SUGAR.I 'll make sure i prove ya wrong.
There's this one part I asked u to like press the keyboard cus the com siao2 as u only on off it.
Then when you did dunno what nonsense come out.
I was paiseh rdi.Haha.Skali u said something in malay.
Then i looked at the computer then i looked at u.
U smiled damn broadly.Hehe.End up,I smiled broadly also.
Then hwee hong told me I blushed.
MALUUUU!
Oh,and he sang here without you seh!Haha.he can sing la seh.
Basket.Okay..lately..Ive been feeling okay.
Been staying back after school to study with baby and then he will send me home and then we will spend some time together.
I laugh like alot okay being with dearest.He's damn funny and always make me laugh(:
Thanks sweetheart.
Okay so he msged me during mt class and said that mdm haniza smiled at him when she asked him to help her give out the compos cause my name was on top.Haha (:
Okay yadasssss.I still havent started revising!
Abit only seh.Like tiny-weeeny bity.
What the fuck.
So yesterday went to have study group with baby,Kris and her sis.
Met baby at toa payoh and had breakfast.
Then met kris and her sis at the lib.
It was so funny seh.Cause baby said her sis is cute and he wanna cubit the pipi.
I was so jealous.HAHA.He made me jealous then I started talking bout sugardaddy and he got jealous.Lol
After that kris went home and it was me and baby.Blaja halfway then baby slept.
So cute.Haha.When he woke up,his whole face was bloody red seh.
Then yada3-ed.Went home.Then wen he sent me home,I looked at him go from upstairs.
Skali,i saw him walking and he sat down at the void deck.Then we msg3ed.
Then I decided to go bishan lib and borrow books so met him again.We camwhored.
Haha.He was reluctant at first but in the end we took like 18 pictures!
Hahaha.He's effing funny la.He make me laugh in all the pics seh.Haha.
So after that went to lib and borrowed books.
He ended up getting hooked to this certain book I picked.Haha
So i let him read it.
K then when at the mrt,said bye.
He walked away,and so did i..
Skali,from behind he turned me.
I was like "UHOH".haha
Then he "lala" me.haha (:
Sweeet la can?
I almost blushed.PAISEH!
heeee.
So today gotta know this guy from my msn.He's name is Zen.
Actually Kok Siang.He's very nice and super friendly.
What's cool is,he's a chinese but speaks fluent malay and mixes with malay,
Haha.First time seh.But I dia baik la seh.
I dont know why but today,people from my past keep appearing seh./Lol
Okay gotta go study.
Loves,
Irra<3


My American Heart-The Shake(Awful feeling)
Oh the brilliant mistakes that you seem to make always push me away
And now you're stepping on my feet,
Stepping on my feet'
Cause you were never on my side

So I'll throw my thoughts into the sea
Where no one will ever find
And your marvelous episodes of pain
Will very soon be mine

I can't seem to shake this awful feeling
You wore, you wore, you wore me out
And I can't believe

You say your mind is a terrible thing to waste
What good is mine
if I'm locked up in a cage?
I was hoping you could help me out of here
So I could finally disappear

I'll throw my thoughts into the sea
Where no one will ever find

I can't seem to shake this awful feeling
You wore, you wore, you wore me out
And I can't seem to
I can't seem to shake this awful feeling
You wore, you wore, you wore me out
And I can't believe

And no I can't seem to shake
This awful feeling

So I'll throw my thoughts into the sea
Where no one will ever find
And your marvelous episodes of pain
Will very soon be mine

I can't seem to shake this awful feeling
You wore, you wore, you wore me out
And I can't seem to
I can't seem to shake this awful feeling
You wore, you wore, you wore me out
And I can't believe
And I can't believe


Breaking dawn.



Tuesday, April 15, 2008 Y 12:09 AM

HELLO-moto.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!im so stressed!
I could not have start my morning better when I found out ur married with 2 kids. =OO
I was effing shocked i broke down.Haha.Out of shockness only okay.
But i doubt its true,for all I know ur engaged.We'll find out the truth tomoro.
I dont give a damn about it anymore,anyway.
POA is so confusing!Gaaawd,can i like reset my brain or something?
I swear it aint working.Went for healthcheck at dance studio.
But that was only for those with backbone problem wich includes me.
They checked and my backbone is worst :(
PLEASE,I DONT WANNA WEAR BRACES!(for my backbone that is)
Okay,geography is like ___________.Haha
When I went to the toilet and came back,u were walking opposite me.
I tried my best to act as if nothing happen but I smiled in the end,WTF -.-
Well,I smiled and you looked and pointed to myh class and I nod then u smiled and shook ur head.
HAHAHA.Shut up.And hurray!I got 15/20 for geo!FINALLY!!
Okay,had 2 free periods for mother tongue.Went to the lib.
Well at least I got to see your face.Messaged3.Then you sat beside me =O
Haha.Then maths supp I see you again.Lol.
I just need a break la please?Im sooo stressed seh.
Im soooooo buzy with stuff i got no time for myself leh.
Except for this time I used for blogging.
I got these whole of craps to be done by tomorrow.
1)Physics research thingy
2)Geo powerpoint
3)Maths graph
4)Study for Pure Bio test tmr
5)Malay litespeed thingy (done)

SEE?!!hahahahahahaha. -.-"
Okay,I better go and do it now.Im damn tired ready sia.
I'll update whenever Im free.
Btw,this is a MUST-SEE-ANIMAL-ABUSE-VIDEO.ITS GROSS!and sad seh,I cant imagine my baby boy being tortured like that.WATCH IT.
http://www.petatv.com/tvpopup/Prefs.asp?video=fur_farm
Looooooves.
Irra :)

One in a million-Miley Cyrus(Hannah Montana)

How did I get here?
I turned around and there you were
I didn't think twice Or rationalize cause somehow I knew
That there was more than just chemistry
I mean I knew you were kinda of into me
But I figured it's too good to be true

I said pinch me
Where's the catch this time
Can't find a single cloud in the sky
Help me before I get used to this guy

[ Chorus: ]
They say that good things take time
But really great things happen in a blink of an eye
Thought the chances to meet somebody like you were a million to one
I cannot believe it (o woah)
You're one in a million
All this time I was looking for love
Trying to make things work
They weren't good enough till I thought I'm through
Said I'm done

You're making me laugh
about the silliest stuff
Say that I'm your diamond in the rough
When I'm mad at you
You come with your velvet touch
Can't believe that I'm so lucky
I have never felt so happy
Every time I see that sparkle in your eye and stumbled into the arms of the one

"The truth hurts,but its still better knowing it than live a lie.Its better to be hurt now than later."


Breaking dawn.



Sunday, April 13, 2008 Y 9:53 PM


WAZZUP?!
huahuahua.
Sorry for the oh-so-long no update yaw.My life has been super hectic!FUUUUH~
Okay,I got too many things too say so here goes nothing.
School has been hell!I HATE CHEMISTRY!!!I REPEAT.I HATE CHEMISTRY!!
hahahaha.Eww,chemistry sungguh tidak hot.
Exams are like near,28 April!Shit maaaan.I havent even started revising =X
Okay,I have some piece of bullshit to spread.Cheerleading is postponed till teachers day.
WHAT THE CRAP?!haha.But at least we still got alot of time to practise.
But I'll make it after exams.Im like stressed out ready.Maths have been okay at first,till graph and the stupid congruency came along.SHIT.
Now im back to square one of hating maths,and i can assure u dat i screwed up my last few maths test.
As for physics test,It was easy peasy,tidak ade hal :)
POA is going from easy to CRAZY!At first I can handle it,terus HANCUR.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Dance is making me feel so worked up week after week.Malas aku nak elaborate.
Heng uh,luckily now cca stand down.But still,the other day was uber fun cause she teached us hip hop using the song hydrolics.POWER!
Commendation day was like BORING AS HELL!
I swear I dint wanna go but no choice.Received 10 dollar voucher and cert.
Big deal?Errrrrrrrrrrrrh.But it was worth it.Haha.
Ayam looked *insertwordhere when he was wearing the tie.FUUH~
HAHAHAHA.purlease,naik menyampah aku tengok muker dier~
Went to the 16th floor and watched the beautiful scenery with you.HAHA
Other details tidak perlu heh :D
Im uber lazy to update much.But this is for YOU;

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Kau yang sering membahagiakan
Di kala kukesedihan
Tak mungkin dapat kulupakan
Kuhanya ingin kau mengerti
Apa yang kumiliki
CUma harapan dan sinar
Lupakanlah semua kenanganYang bisa buat kaubersedih
Sampai di sini saja cinta yang dipertahankan
Anggaplah ini suratan satu perpisahan
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Sedang kumencuba melangkah pergi dari hidupmu
Kau yang sering membahagiakanDi kala kukesedihan
Tak mungkin dapat kulupakan
Kuhanya ingin kau mengerti
Apa yang kumiliki
Cuma harapan dan sinar
Lupakanlah semua kenangan Yang bisa buat kaubersedih
Sampai di sini saja cinta yang dipertahankan
Anggaplah ini suratan satu perpisahan
Maafkanku andai dirimu terluka

"I know your love is true just by the way you look me in the eyes and smile. :) " <3


Breaking dawn.