Keep it personal;

Abracadabra.

Wednesday, January 28, 2009 Y 2:34 AM

PICTURE PERFECT.

MY FUTURE HUSBAND;LEE MIN HO.

HANDSOME BODOH!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

Hehe.

Will update tomorrow,wanna dream of him (;

Breaking dawn.

Monday, January 26, 2009 Y 12:52 PM

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR FRIENDS!
The other time when I went to my aunt's house,my mum and cousins were at the void deck.
They were like playing skipping and stuff.And my mum asked me to play badminton with her.
I had fun and I was hapy actually cause its been a very very extremely long time since we spent time for real like this together.
We chit chatted,ate snacks and played some more.Then went up to eat.
And you know what?Shocking much(very),Im addicted to a certain KOREA DRAMA!
Im sure some of you guys have heard of Meteor Garden whereby the band F4 acted in?
Well,this is in the Korean version and Im so fucking addicted!
Its so so so romantic and nice...Now Im still waiting for people from Korea to upload it cause its still playing at Korea.
I LOVE THE MAIN ACTOR,LEE MIN HO(plays as Jerry)!!!!!!!
SO FUCKING CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I love him in straight hair not the curly wurly hair -.-"
Ok now I finally have something about Korea stuff to talk to Nadiah about!
LOL.
Okay,I wanna go play per society.Im currently in level 19.
Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Bye (:

Breaking dawn.

Saturday, January 24, 2009 Y 11:48 AM

HAPPY 10TH MONTHSARY BABYLOVE!<3

I wanna thank you for this whole ten months we are together.

You are my longest boyfriend in history and I know we will be together even longer than this.

We wanna get engaged soon right?Hehe ;P

You are the only guy who can really make me happy and laugh when Im down.

Your love that you pour to me,its unbelievable.

I don't know what I did to deserve such a guy like you.You're too good or me!

I appreciate your presence in my life cause you've made such an impact and I learn from you.

You teach me what is right and wrong and what love is about.

You're like my mother(when you nag),my father(when you very strict with me and make the fierce face),my brother(which I dont have any,but you always give me advices),my sister(which I dont have any,but I tell you everything and you know how to keep secrets) and lastly,like my lover and bestfriend,whom I can go shopping with and never complains,whom can see me eat alot and alot and can still say I cute,who wipe away my tears and was always there.

I know you've sacrificed alot and I appreciate it.No guy has ever sacrificed so much before.

I won't take you for granted I promise,cause you really mean he world to me.

Without you,I'd be lost,and I don't think my life would ever be the same again.

I want ask to forget all the downs that we've had and think of the ups.

Look at how we're getting stronger day by day ater all that we've been through.

God,Muhd Haiqal,I love you so much!

Muacks :')

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Okay,I just woke up.Im sooooooo frigging tired la can?

And I miss baby so much.I want your hugs!

This was what happened yesterday...lol!

1st)

Me:*sleeping

Baby:BABY,WAKE UP!!!!!

Me:Huh,what?

Baby:LOOK,LOOK!

Me:WHAT??!!

Baby:*points at computer screen at facebook mafia wars and said "I GOT 15 MILLION DOLLARS!WOOHOO!"

Me:That one also want to wake me up!If real money nvm la!zzzzzzzz -.-"

2nd)

Me:*sleeping shiok2

Me:*i felt like there was something inside my nose and opened my eyes

Baby:*was putting a tissue inside my nose and was laughing like mad

Me:BABY!!!!!

Baby:HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Me: -.-"

3rd)

Me:*sleeeping damn shiokly

Baby:Baby,baby..wake up sayang..

Me:*open my eyes

Baby:Sayang,I go back first k..

Me:No! *falls back asleep

Baby:I go back 6.15 k?

Me:Uh k k...

Baby:Baby,wake up..Da 6.15..

Me:*ignores

Baby:Come sayang..wake up.. *pulls me up and hug me

Me:*was sleeping at his shoulder then I slum back

Baby: *Laugh and pull me back up

Me:*Slum back

Baby:*tickled me and I finally woke up

Baby:*Pull me back up and hugged again

Baby:I love you sayang.. *kisses forehead

My boyfriend is so sweet can?!Heeeee.

Okay,Im gonna go play pets society again and then do homework and go my aunts house.

Will be sleeping there until Tuesday I think.

Im gonna miss you so much darling!!!!

And Im hungry so gonna eat cereal!

YUM!

Byebye~

Breaking dawn.

Friday, January 23, 2009 Y 8:25 PM

THIS GOES OUT TO YOU MOTHERFUCKER!
Honestly,some guys are just so childish.Goooooooooooooood!
Hahahaha.I've finally seen his true colour and yes,Im right as hell!
Ni lagi satu nak step mane peh big shot.Pala buto.But please eh,Im not so dumb.
I fucking now guys like him very very extremely well.Come on,so what if he has like 28 ex gfs and I only have like half less than that?
PLAYBOY PERH.Stop it siol!Eew.Im allergic to guys like that.
But please la,I know too much and god knows how my experiences were.
I've been called lots of names before,treated like shit before,surely you don't think your words would bring me down?
Heheh,sorry darling,you just don't know me too well.
A bitch?Yes honey,I live up to that name and I love it.
Nak sympathise aku?Hehe.I sympathise you more.With your situation,I bet you don't and won't have that much of a future will you?
Sumpah aku tak kisah.Kau peh hidup siak.But I thank god you're outta my life for good.
AMAN DUNIA! And guys like you = idiots = waste of time = God shouldnt make you exist.
Sheeeeeeeeeeesh.
Will update later tonight again.I wanna play pets society using baby's account! So cute can?!
Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

PS:I LOVE YOU BABY! (:

Breaking dawn.

Thursday, January 22, 2009 Y 12:07 AM

Look at his ass.Mintak kene spank.Haha.
I am utterly shocked to say that the cheerleading team is FULL HOUSE.
Seriously,we have like 30+ members,including lots of guys and girls.Unbelievable much?Yes,I know.
First time in my whole sec 4 life man.I know that a few will confirm back out and I will decapitate their heads.
Okay,kidding.Sports day is like on the first week of April which is around 2 months plus.
Oh dear,we have to start cheerleading asap.Im pretty excited.Haha.
I have nothing much to say today.Now its like 2:42am and I just managed to complete all my homework.
Im so sleepy.Will post tomorrow.
Goodnight lovelies.

Breaking dawn.

Wednesday, January 21, 2009 Y 2:18 AM

I love my baby so much.Even though he thinks he's funny when he's not.

Breaking dawn.

Tuesday, January 20, 2009 Y 9:36 PM

RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!
Wah,you guys have no clue how stressed out I am.
It's like not even one month of school yet?!
I'm just fucked up cause I have the premonition that I will do badly for my O's.
Especially Maths,Science and Bio.
I NEED TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT!
I keep telling myself to study,study,study but I'll just end up doing homework and surf the net.
Dang it,how the hell am I suppose to go to Poly if I dont pass my Maths?
Im just not born with the Maths and Science intellect.
Im so SLOW!
I don't know how the fuck I even get a 213 aggregate for my PSLE.
What the helh has happened to me?
I know I am smart,I know I can do it,but there's always a barrier that's stopping me.
I need to break the barrier NOW,before its too late.
When I see the last year's senior taking their O level result slip,I can already picture myself being there like in one years time.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

My self esteem in doing well for O's keeps getting lower everytime I fail tests or don't understand what the hell the teacher's saying.
Pfft.I was not so bad in my studies in Sec 1 and Sec 2 leh.
Infact,I maintained a position of 5th in class.
IRRRAAAA,WHERE ARE YOU?!!!!
I fucking need to study,need to pass,need to go poly,need to prove people wrong.
They fucking think Im stupid but its just that Im not letting myself show them what I really am.
I will,I must,pass my Maths,Science and Bio no matter what it takes.
I need to have self-discipline.
If others can do it,so can I.
Its still not too late.

Anyway,ebaying is fun!I bought a few items there.Its actually damn easy to find your items.Search,click,pay,get your items.Tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.And Im damn excited to get my pay this coming Thursday.I fucking want the LG Cookie phone!

Not to forget,Miss Vasuki is getting on my nerves.Im starting to really dislike her.She's okaaaaaaaaaaay but how dare she tell me to stop giving her letters when I never go school and tell me to go doctor if I sick?Walau,if she pay for my doctor bills nvm la!Pala buto.So irritating siak.

And and,I'm the cheerleading captain for this year again!Lol.Im really happy cause almost all the seniors in Red house are joining! *claps hands and dances around

I need my beauty sleep now.
Goodnight.

Breaking dawn.

Y 2:04 AM

HELLO!

I know,I know that I haven't updated since like,forever?Haha.

Anyway,many things has been happening and that includes me ponteng-ing school...

NOT MY FAULT HOR!I keep getting sick la.I just like recovered from fever.

Okay so I did not post alot about my work life.Well,I miss working to be honest.

I miss all my colleagues especially Mangai,and the rest of them.

And not to forget,I miss lepak-ing with some of them and chilling.

We drank,played truth and dare and it was just fun caaan?

I still remembered we tonned till like 7am.Obviously,my first time.

Now Im a good girl,baby don't let me be the wild me anymore so yeah,the nerdy me is back -.-"

I get wild when I have the chance so if baby's not around,obviously I will go astray!

Now here's something...

NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS:

1)Sleep early!At least get 8 hours of beauty sleep (; (Have not started!)

2)Control anger.Breathe in,breathe out.(Progressing... (: )

3)Go to school regularly.(Errr..............)

4)Complete all homework on time.(CHEY!But yes,yes,achieving..)

5)STOP SPENDING MONEY AND SAVE!!!!!!!!(After I get my Lg cookie,I will!)

I think thats basically all.I miss shopping till I drop.Its good that I no longer shop every week like I used to last year.Im hppy cause I just bought a Pink Puma bag and a Pink Guess wallet!(Partially paid by baby for our 10 month).Heheh.Im a happy gooober.Oh,before I forget,I've became a pink freak over the holidays.I still am!This is all thanks to xiaxue la.Cant blame me,all her pink stuff are so cute!GRRRRRRRRRRRR.Must get them,must get them.Hahaha.I find it so pressurising and infuriating that everytime my list clears off,there will be a new one.When can I get to save for real?!I seriously need to learn self-control.

I've decided to step down early for dance and I've decided that I won't be joining SYF.Damn,my total cca points are not even close to get a 1 cut off point for O level!Like wtf.So why would I want to waste my precious time man?I'd rather use the time to study for my O's cause yes,I'm not a genius and I need to focus on 3 important subjects that I keep failing.I know that its hard cause dance is my passion and I would definitely miss it,but thing is,there's always a next time but there's never a next time for my studies.

And shockingly enough,haiqal and I have planned to get engaged when Im 18.We're still deciding cause he will still be in NS then.We'll see how it goes.Gosh,two years!So scary~

I have been a proud biology student cause I've finally gotten myself to concentrate in all biology lessons!Yay me!Its really an achievement cause its not easy to concentrate as I would easily get distracte and only some would know why.HAHA.That was so last 2 years kay guys~

Lastly,Valentine's Day and me and Haiqal's one year anniversary is coming and Im totally excited for it!I already know what to buy (: .Heee.And I hope my last pay which is this Thursday would be sufficient for me to buy the LG Cookie.Its damn nice bodoh!!!!!!

Okay,time to sleep.Will update tomorrow or something.

Goodnight.

Breaking dawn.

Monday, January 19, 2009 Y 11:30 PM

THIS WAS LIKE ONE DECADE AGO.

GAAAAAHS~

I MISS THEM!

Breaking dawn.