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Friday, January 25, 2008 Y 12:00 AM

Im feeling feverish right now,and very very lethargic.Plus its super cold.
Well,today the O level results were out.& omgg,im prepared to scare myself.
I saw people with happy faces,sad faces.And i definitely wanna be the one with the happy face.
I was so inspired by the seniors that did well.If they can,why cant I?
It was damn scary.I almost got emotional cause I can imagine myself in their shoes.
Starting from now Im gonna like devote myself to my studies.
Like they always say worknow,play later.
I dont really have much time too.
O level is like next year and I have to be prepared by then.
I dont want to e last min studying.
So after that,met Ms Tan outside staff rm.
She taught me Sec 2 maths cause im like dang sotong with all topics.
After she taught me,hell I felt good.
And she's an uber greaat cher.
I simply understood the concept when she taught me.
Not only that,the seniors that talk to her and walk past keep telling me that she's a great teacher.
From a fail,you can easily get an A1.
I may have to agree with that?Haha.
Okay,so the Physics test was easy but damn was I careless.
I made alot of careless mistakes.Dang it.
Rough estimation,I'd get about 11 or 12 over 15.
Which is an okay2 mark for me.
Next ,I have alooooot of notes to do and im starting to start on the sec 1 and sec 2 stuffs.
For O level I mean.
O level is like so near that Im actually feeling the heat now.
There's also Poa test tmr and im not sure whether Im gonna make it.
Hopefully,I will.I'll definitely try my best.
Off to do notes.
Watched a malay documentary film on Suria just now.
It was about "susuk".
Its different kind of needles like diamond,gold etc being placed all over the body for beauty and something else.
But we malays believe that when you die,you wont pass away easily.You will be somehow tortured.Its also a sin.
I dont understand why these people wanna do such things.
They're too obsesses with looks I suppose.
But we should actually learn to accept the way we are and treasure what's given to us by God.
Everything happens for a reason doesnt it?
Im starting to learn to love myself too.
Everybody has weaknesses and strengths.
Ohwells.I dont even know why aku bobal world skarang.Heh.

'll update tmr.
Loooooooooooooves.
"I've got nothing else to think about,just my future."

Breaking dawn.