Retraaaaaaaaace.

2010-01-20T03:53:00.003+08:00

Will be posting bout results and recent activities tomorrow.

Met my baby boy today,like finally after so many days!I wanna play racing at arcade and challenge Jordan and baby!Wanna beat their asses again.Got 1ST competing with 8 players which included Jordan and baby.I'm the only girl there wokay! **flipss hair** Okay,off to bed.Good morning people! :D

P.S: Two is better than one?

2010-01-12T22:30:00.000+08:00

I don't know what course to take!HELP!HELP!HELP!

2010-01-11T05:15:00.002+08:00

Yes,insomnia again.Pfft.Thanks to O level results.Gonna go to 107 right now to go relieve tension.I need my Winston Reds.I'm so stressed.My only worry is if I can get an E8 or not for Maths.The rest I don't care,like whether I'm gonna fail my sciences or score 20+ or whatever.I want to go to Higher Nitec.AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH MAJOR PRESSURE.K fuck you all losers.Got no mood.

BABY PLEASE GET WELL SOON,I LOVE YOU.MUACKS.<3

2010-01-10T00:59:00.016+08:00

Outing with the two boys today,baby and Jordanweejun Rong!Hahaha.We went to Subway cause the boys were hungry then went to play pool at Marina Square.After that,headed down to Newton to eat stingray and kangkong!Yums :D Baby's treat,how sweeet!then we walked all the way to Orchard and window shopped at Paragon.Since we were kinda bored,decided to just slac at 107 instead of playing pool again.When we reached outside the mrt station,Jordan the buff piggy-backed me!Yay!Hahaha.Like princess uh?HAHA.He piggy-backed me all the way to around the Mama shop there?Then he buay tahan already.Kekeke.I'm damn heavy la,I know.Hohoho.So slacked and all,went to buy food for my dad and my two bodyguards sent me home.At the staircase,Jordan carried me down the stairs again!Not piggyback,CARRIED.Wah I seriously like queen uh,power uh?Heeee.Damn,I wanna start working again soon so I get my pay!I wanna go shopping like I did the other day.Spending $200 in Cotton On,lavish food.AHHH I WANT PASTAMANIA'S CREAMY CHICKEN PASTA!Pfft.And I'm loving the Forever 21 pink leopard wallet baby bought for me.Sweetie bought it for me cause my other wallet zip broke :( Andand he bought for me a shirt too!Whee.Hope I can start working again,I want to get him THAT tshirt!He'll look so cute la please.Gonna be jogging with Zaidi at Potong Pasir at 5 plus am later.Long time never meet this primary school friend!Oh the days,I miss them!Alright I'm off.Jordan if you're reading this,I posted your images which you told me to as you assumed that it's "cute".HAHAHA.As you wish la hor.Thanks for the awesome day boys,love you!And I love you baby!<3

PS:You're the best thing that's ever happened to me. :')

2010-01-09T03:42:00.003+08:00

Okay,I have insomnia yet again.Not really la,today is cause I slept at 8pm just now till 9 plus so I'm still awake now.What more with a refreshing shower.Well,as you guys now,this Monday we'll be getting results for O's.While many are feeling all nervous and excited,I feel blank.That's cause I roughly know how much I will fair.I've already decided to pursue in Higher Nitec in Leisure and Travel Operations.I've been giving a long thought about what I really wanted and this is what I've chosen.Since my passion is in travelling,I wanna follow my heart.You see,if I take Tourism in Poly,it's damn hard cause the points are like 12-14.Like,I'm not book smart ya know.I dont wanna go RP to take Hotel & Hospitality cause its not under the sector which I want that is travelling.I know alot of people are disapproving and shocked that I wanna waste 2 years in Higher Nitec and they're saying I'm wasting my time.Firstly,its not a waste of my time because after Higher Nitec I'll be going Poly to take purely Tourism and if Im gonna find a job,I'll be at an advantage.Simply because I have more certificate and experiences.And hopefully when I go to Higher Nitec,I can be one of their top students.I promised myself that I will work my ass off to be a top student and hopefully get a scholarship or something?I'm actually very happy to see my family,friends and boyfriend very supportive of what I've chosen.Yes,I'm following my heart and I know even though it takes two years longer for me to reach my goal,it will still be an advantage to me in the end.I don't really care about what some losers say cause seriously,you're not so smart either and you should just die.Haha.

Lemme put up my prediction for the results okay..and we'll compare (:

Maths:E8(I hope and pray I at least get E8 if not I can't take the course I want.This is what I'm really nervous about.About my Maths grades and nothing else.It determines whether I can even go Higher Nitec or not.)

English:C5 or B4

Combined Humans:C5 or B4

Sciences:ALL FAIL.HAHAHA. -.-

POA:I REALLY DONT KNOW.F9?E8?

Since Higher Nitec for O level students only require 3 subjects(I've posted the pic above),my only hope is for Maths.I'm worrying like mad for Maths.Like,what if I get F9?Holy shit la.Seriously god,please help me with this!I really want to go to Higher Nitec and take my dream course.PLEASEEEEEEE.I'm not asking for a pass,I'm just asking for an E8!Okay what the hell,people are like praying for the best and I'm like zzzzzzz...Huahuahua.Oh well,the answer lies on Monday.Wait,I'm fucking working on Monday and I can't take off!HOW?!Nvm,I'll call Rihanna(Miss Vasuki) on that day.Right,I'm off.Ciao!

PS:Playing pool,eating at Newton and window shopping at Orchard with the boys tmr!Loves<3

2010-01-08T06:00:00.002+08:00

Short update.Gonna tuck in the sheets in a bit and yes,its 6:05am.Sigh,I'm have insomnia.Been sleeping at 8am since Sunday.To the extent that I'll greet him early morning when he wakes up to go to school with a good morning message.Sheesh,talk about major eyebag and dark circles.I can't wait to meet my cinaaaa boy tomorrow.Will be going to Bukit Timah Plaza since its been a long time I've been there and since he'll be at Ngee Ann Poly open house.I shall get my apple smoothie tomorrow.Hehe ^.^Y.Miss him like crazy already.Oh well,this is what love can do to someone.I'm out.

PS:Its already been a week and a day now.Time flies fast aye?Love you baby.

2010-01-05T01:07:00.007+08:00

Hehehe.Sorry for the late post for New Year's Eve.Wehehe.It was a most memorable NYE I've experienced.All thanks to babylove (: Well it started normal..me and Geng geng initially planned to go out and all..but in the end we just slacked..then had dinner at prata shop.Thats when the surprise came.Geng received a phonecall from idk who,and he quickly went somewhere to collect something.Apparently,it was a delivery for something.Jia,Jordan and Faheem were like eating and anticipating,especially Jordan!HAHAHA.My heart was like..lub dub lub dub.Then geng came from the distance with something behind his back..they all saw it.He passed me the most beautiful flowers,my dream bouquet.The 27 roses which consisted of red,pink and white roses.Pink for friendship,white for purity and red for romance.Oh the perfection<3.They clapped!Haha.Very paiseh okay!Public leh.Hehe.I was grinning all the way.Deep inside,I was really touched.After eating we headed to 107 and Geng was busy writing something on a card.He told me to read it at home but being me,I told him I wanted to read it at that moment.He asked me to read it somewhere else so I read it near the playground and he passed me a card with simple words but deep contents and asked me to be his girlfriend.We hugged,and I said yes.We've had feelings for each other since FOREVER but we never dared to confess to each other how we really felt(even tho its like damn obvious and people can see it.HAHA).That makes me his first girlfriend and he's also my first cinaaa boyfriend!How sweeeeet.Haha.He accompanied me home to change and we headed to Dhoby Ghaut to play pool with Jordan and Faheem.I'm pretty good at pool now!All thanks to baby for teaching me :) After that,we headed to 107.It was nice walking hand in hand under the beautiful lights.Ahh..the feeling.When we reached 107,I played bunga api with baby and some other small kids.It was really fun after a long long time!When we heard the emcee of the Countdown shouting "HAPPY NEW YEAR!!",everyone there was practically "ooh-ing".It was nice having Auntie and Uncle George,some others,Jason Junyu Kelvin Mak and baby around.We shooked hands and embraced in each other's hugs to a brand new year.I was even happier that baby "showed me off" to my own friends,telling them I was his laopo.I was really pleased.It is just a small gesture but its the littlest things that values the greatest.I had a really awesome day and it was a really great start to a new year.Irra is a satisfied and contented girl on that day,and thats thanks to you baby.Thank you so much for the great day,its a really memorable one.Saranghae!<3

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEEPS! :D

Loves,

2009-12-30T23:47:00.004+08:00

As you all know,I'm the type of person who hates not doing anything when I hear stuff about me.
So,I'm not happy about the shit you've been spreading around asshole.STUPID MOTHERFUCKER! _l_ OH YA,I'M SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO EVIL AND MEAN TO ACTUALLY DELETE YOUR ACCOUNT.FUCK YOU LA CHEEBYE!NO EVIDENCE DON'T ANYHOW SPREAD AH KANINA!CHEEBYE.WANNA PURPOSELY BRING DOWN MY NAME?WELL,I'M UP FOR YOUR GAME BITCH!STUPID DOG!ITS SO PATHETIC HOW YOU ACTUALLY WOULD COME TO THIS EXTENT TO CREATE SYMPATHY FOR YOURSELF.YOU'RE PRETTY GOOD AT THAT,EH?HAHAHAHA.SOME OF YOU PEOPLE KNOW WHAT I'M SAYING CAUSE THIS ISN'T THE FIRST CASE.OH YA,ARE YOU SO FUCKING BRAINLESS AND PEA-BRAINED(CONFIRM YES!) THAT I HEAR VIRUS CAN BE CONNECTED WITH A PERSON DELETING YOUR ACCOUNT?WOOOOOOOOOOOOW!!!!!!!!!AMAZING MUCH?HAHAHAHAHA.AND IT DOESN'T MAKES SENSE,HOW CAN I EVEN DELETE HIS ACCOUNT,WHEN I DON'T EVEN KNOW HIS PASSWORD SINCE HE CHANGED IT AFTER WE BROKE UP?OH LIKE HELL YES,WE BROKE UP SO LONG AGO!OH PLEASE LA FUCKING HUMCHI,YOU'RE NOT WORTH EVEN A SINGLE SECOND OF MY LIFE!GO FUCK OFF AND PLAY WITH YOUR OWN ERECTILE DYSFUNCTION DICK.OH YEAH,MAYBE SOME OF YOU DON'T KNOW ALOT ABOUT OUR MISTER HERE.......

1)GOLDDIGGER
AMAZING MUCH,ALL OF HIS EXS ARE ALL RICH.MAYBE IM FROM AN AVERAGE FAMILY,BUT I CAN'T STAND GUYS LIKE YOU WHO IS A GOLDDIGGER.OK,ONLY THOSE WHO HAVE BEEN WITH HIM LONG ENOUGH WILL KNOW.OH OK,THAT'S ME.HAHAHAHA.WELL,THROUGHOUT 1 YEAR AND 8 MONTHS OF OUR PUKIMAK RELATIONSHIP,I KEEP GOING PENNILESS.I NOT ONLY HAVE TO SUPPORT MYSELF BUT YOU.OK FINE,MAYBE I DON'T MIND BUYING FOR YOU FOOD..DRINKS..STUFFS THAT YOU WANT THAT I CAN AFFORD..TOP UP YOUR EZLINK..FINE..BUT FORCING ME TO PAY HALF TO BUY YOUR PS3?!HAHAHAHA GO SUCK YOUR OWN DICK FIRST MORON!OH YA AND PEOPLE ACTUALLY THINK IM THE ONE MAKING USE OF HIS MONEY.PLEASE LA,OPEN YOUR EYES BIG BIG OKAY!AND YES,I'M WAITING FOR MY MONEY THAT YOU OWE ME DOG!

2)IRRESPPONSIBLE
HE IS SO IRRESPONSIBLE I BET IF HE EVER MADE ANY GIRL PREGNANT,HE WOULD JUST FUCKING AVOID HER AND RUN AWAY!CONFIRM SHIT.NOT THAT HE MADE ME PREGNANT LA.ITS JUST THAT,MR SAMUEL GOH IS FUCKING RIGHT!!!!DAMN IT,I SHOULD HAVE JUST TOOK HIS ADVICE AND LISTENED TO HIM WHEN HE SAID THAT MY BOYFRIEND IS VERY IRRESPONSIBLE.TOTALLY TRUE!!!!BORROW PEOPLE STUFF CONFIRM SPOIL,MISSING OR DONT KNOW HOW TO RETURN.FOR EXAMPLE,MY PRECIOUS PSP.I LEND HIM AND LOOK WHAT HAPPENED?!LCD CRACK!!!LOST THE CASING FOR THE PSP SOME MORE!!!URGH PIG!!!AND MANY MORE TO WRITE AH!!IM STILL WAITING FOR MY FUCKING GUITAR LA CAO CHEEBYE!!BORROW MY GUITAR ALREADY,GO AND LEND HIS COUSIN W/O MY PERMISSION.THEN UNTIL NOW DONT KNOW HOW TO RETURN.PESTER HIM SO MANY TIMES TO RETURN IT ALSO HE KEEP MAKING EXCUSES.SO FUCKING USELESS,HOPELESS N IRRESPONSIBLE!!!YOU THINK WHAT,USE YOUR MONEY TO BUY MY GUITAR AH?CHEEBYE.FUCKING IRRESPONSIBLE YOU KNOW!!!URGH,GIRLS,GO AHEAD AND FALL FOR THIS TYPE OF GUY AND YOU'LL FOREVER BE HAPPY!!! _l_

3)ABUSIVE
OH HELL YES!HARD TO BELIEVE RIGHT?ME TOO.I TOTALLY MISJUDGED HIM WHEN I THOUGHT HE WAS NICE.HE'D JUST PUNCHED ME AT MY BONES TILL THERE'LL BE BLUE BLACK.THEN HE'LL JUST LAUGH AND SAY ITS FOR FUN.WHAT THE FUCK?!IF IT WAS A LIGHT PUNCH ITS OK,BUT A BOXER'S PUNCH?WOW.WHAT KIND OF A GUY IS THIS?!AND WHEN I GET ANGRY AND CRY,HE'LL JUST IGNORE ME SAYING IM OVERREACTING.NOT EVEN A SORRY FROM THAT STUPID MOFO!SO I HEAR WHEN GUYS GIVE GIRLS A BOXER'S PUNCH,THE ONES THEY WILL GIVE A GUY,ITS NOT PAIN LA?!I NEVER TOLD ANYONE ABOUT THIS BUT ITS TIME I DID.

4)ATTITUDE
HE'S GOT MAJOR ATTITUDE PROBLEMS.BOTH OF US CAN'T GET ALONG THATS WHY WE KEEP QUARELLING.FINE,HE MIGHT TELL STORIES TO ALL HIS FRIENDS AND YOU GUYS WILL OBVIOUSLY THINK IM THE BAD ONE.BUT YOU GUYS DONT EVEN KNOW FUCK ABT HOW I SUFFERED WITH HIM AND YOU GUYS STILL DARE TO JUDGE?SHAME ON ALL YOU LOSERS.HE KEEPS SAYING "EVERYONE KNOWS IM NICE".YA,BECAUSE OF YOUR ACT YOU TAKE ADVANTAGE SAYING I DELETED YOUR ACCOUNT SO THAT THOSE LOSERS ACTUALLY TOOK YOUR WORDS IN RIGHT?!VERY SMART!!QUITE IMPRESSIVE FOR A PEA-BRAINED LIKE YOU,EH!!HOW BOUT A ROUND OF APPLAUSE FOR HIM?HAH!LOSERS WILL OBVIOUSLY BELIEVE LOSERS.SO WHAT CAN I SAY RIGHT?

5)USELESS
REALLY FUCKING USELESS TO THE MAX.WHEN I HAVE ANY PROBLEMS,WHO HELPS ME?MY GUY FRIENDS.WHAT DOES HE DO?DON'T BOTHER,DON'T CARE AND CHANGE TOPIC.OH GOODY!USELESS MUCH?!

6)HOPELESS
NEED I SAY MUCH ABOUT THIS STUPID IDIOTIC PEA BRAINED JERK?

THERE'S SO MUCH MORE TO WRITE BUT I'M SO LAZY TO.EVEN MY FATHER HATES HIM.MY DAD USED TO THINK HE WAS A GOOD BOY AND EVERYTHING BUT MY DAD TOTALLY SEES HIS TRUE COLOURS NOW.NOW MY DAD FORBIDS ME TO FALL FOR ANY MALAY GUY.HAHAHAHA.NO WORRIES DADDY, CINA ONE CAN RIGHT ;D YODI!
HEHEHE.

LASTLY,
EH MR EX,YOU'RE SUCH A DISGRACE TO ALL THE GUYS IN THE WORLD,JUST GO KILL YOURSELF LA FUCK.IN THIS WORLD ALSO MENYUSAHKAN HIDUP ORANG.I NEVER DISTURB YOUR LIFE,YOU STAY OUT OF MINE,YOU UNDERSTAND FUCKING PEA BRAIN?OH OH..AND.....
GO GET SOME ERECTILE DYSFUNCTION PILLS AND DRINK NAUGHTY G FOR YOUR DICK

MOTHA FUCKA!!!!!!!!

YES,I DONT CARE EH EH EH EH EH WHATEVER I WRITE WHENEVER IM ANGRY BUT AT LEAST THEY'RE ALL FACTS AND NOT LIES LIKE YOURS FUCKER.OH,AND THINK TWICE BEFORE TRYING TO BRING MY NAME DOWN,I WON'T LET YOU GET AWAY WITH IT.
Ciao!
:D

2009-12-21T15:14:00.002+08:00

OH GOD.

MOCCA IS MISSING ='(

PLEASEEEEEE COME BACK SAYANG... ='((((((

Hambali and Fazli is helping me find her now ='((((

I wanna find her but Im working ='((((((

I hope they find her ='((((((((((((((((((((((((

2009-12-18T12:15:00.002+08:00

Back from the prolonged hiatus.
Well,didn't have much time to update cause been busy working and slacking.Loads of things have happened,and I know still many more to come.I'm looking forward for O's results so that I can get it done and over with.I screwed big time but I dont care cause Imma gonna go Higher Nitec or Private Diploma.Anyway,..Im at work now.Cook right,can use laptop at work?Can slack and even bring friends to "lepak".The pay is $5 per hour.I work 4 days & get $200+.Not bad,eh?I've been slacking with the clan nowadays.These bunch of people I just got to know like,last week?!We're so close already.Haha.Its for me to know and for you to find out.Yesterday I bought gingerbreadman for Geng and Fazli.Haha.Andand,thanks Geng for the Little Miss Stubborn tee!Its PINK,HELLO.Hahahaha.Oh well,the mirror at my working place dropped when I looked at it O.O.DO I LOOK THAT SCARY?!Now I have to go Carrefour and buy -.-.Well at least I can go sneak away from work hehehe.I end at 10 today..just have to wait for the clan to come down later to accompany me ^^(Y) .Oh and good luck to those who'll be getting their N levels result later!Im off to buy the mirror~

2009-12-02T01:43:00.002+08:00

Of all the people,only you can make my heart feel whole again.
<3

2009-10-03T00:50:00.002+08:00

ASHMI BIN ROSLAN!!!!!!!!!!! *fanatic fan girl scream* :D:D
Dang it,I keep seeing his face on teevee nowadays.I think he's soooooooooo cute pls.
I remembered seeing him on teevee last sat or sun if i can recall and im like thinking "he's so cute!".Coincidentally enough,i saw him on wednesday when I was looking for prom dress at haji lane.Fuck it okay,he's god-damn-cuteeeeeeeeee!I kept staring at him and baby got jealous :P I saw him again on teevee just now!Haha...
Talking bout prom,I've bought my prom dress! Triple yay!Its perfect.After hours of trying dresses,I finally found the perfect piece.But I bought it at other place though.Haha.Wasted my time going to Haji lane,but at least I found out there's pretty dresses there.Now I'm only with fifty in my bank.Cause I used almost all of my Hari Raya money to but the dress la.$120.I have yet to buy a bag and shawl.Luckily my dad is sponsoring half (: .Gonna be uploading the pics soon okay;from baby's birthday pics to Hari Raya and Graduation day.My memrory card reader got prob.

By the way,I've oficially....
GRADUATED FROM GUANGYANG SECONDARY SCHOOL!

hehe (:
Kay,Im off to o maths.Prolly gonna be mugging at Mac tmr f 13 hours again.Yep,and because of mugging for 13 hours at Mac,I ate my breakfast,lunch and dinner there.Hence,I'm gaining weight and having a fucking major sore throat.Erghhhhhhh.

Kay' Im off!

PS: I'm glad I got rid of an irritant in my life.I swear I can't stand people with no fucking brains and manners.Please people,if you wanna say a "so-called-chim-word",use it with knowledge.Don't make a fool of yourself alright? Later paiseh. *giggles

PS 2:Please get rid of Farhan Shah please!Singapore Idol is all about the talent.Maybe looks and personality plays a part too but firstly,he's not someone to go gaga over.Secondly,he CANNOT SING.Please people,open your EARS.I think Sezaire's waaaaaaaaaaaay better la please!Sezaire look from Najip Ali to Aznil(host of macam-macam Aznil).

And,how can we have a Miss Singapore World(representing our country,d'oh!),say that zebra prints goes with khaki green?It's like saying wear a baju kebaya top with a harem pants.Seriously,she's so ten minutes ago.Hahaha.

2009-09-13T13:39:00.001+08:00

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I just can't stand it already!
Im giving up.My prelims' a mess.I can't survive this ordeal.
My brain can't take it anymore.No shit is coming through.
I just feel like going to higher nitec early childhood education.
my dad and my dad's family is supporting me,asking me to follow my heart.
but problem is my mum and her side.god,its depressing.
they're all smart,in uni,poly and already working.pffffffffffft.
i really wanna be in ngee ann poly taking early childhood.
even so,i find it hard to achieve a 15 point to go in that course.
god damn it,why can't i just do maths?i've practised night and day for it but the results are bullshit.
even though that course allows me to fail maths,it means i need at least 1 A2 and 3 A1s for other subjects.
WHAT THE FUCK?ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Baby scolded me cause he said that nobody aims to go ITE especially when I've worked hard to be in Express.
I don't know what to do already :(
I guess I have to push and PUSH AND PUSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH myself.
I've got no choice.
On a lighter note,I cooked sambal tumis telur,fishball soup and ayam goreng yesterday.
Yummy,I guess :)
Okay,Im back to studying bio.
-.-"

I just wanna have a job,drive a car,go for holidays and just live a relaxed life.
I can't stand living in a fast-paced city.
:(

2009-08-26T22:49:00.000+08:00

Break-fast at my auntie's house today.
Ate bubur masjid and kebaaaaaaaaab!
Love you,auntie dearest!
I'm off.

Ps: I'm almost there. (:

2009-08-25T21:57:00.001+08:00

Holy crap.
I've got no freaking time.I realised I don't think I'm ready.
I'm struggling to cope with combined sciences(FUCK CHEMISTRY! -.-),maths and poa.
Fuck,fuck,fuck.I regret not paying attention in POA class!My only hope is Kai Ning & Bel.
Belinda will be teaching me during like periods where there are MT.There's no need for me to retake so I can use the time usefully.Some people can see my desperate attempt to pass Maths by finishing up Green TYS.Im just left with a few more paper 2 to be done and thats it.Chemistry...ergh.I'll have to wreck my brain with open gaps so that the amount of alien language can be filled in.

Let's set a target for myself.I'm not planning to do THAT well for Prelims.Just some improvements.

Maths: D7? C6 and I'll be god damn happy already! *crosses fingers
English: B4? I NEED AN EFFING B3!! *hangs self
Combined Sciences : Errrrrr........ NIL? Heh.I'll try for a C6 at least.
Biology : C5 maybe? Mid year I've improved by two grades(hopeless F9 to D7) so I hope I improve again.
Combined Humanities : B4. I NEEDA B3................. I HOPE SS SPARES ME FROM VENICE. -.-(Tell me,what the fuck does Venice have to do with Singapore?!Damn retard.They expect us to remember names like Pope Doge Pietro what nots.Fuck.)
POA: B4? I used to be an A1 student.Mid year I dropped to a C.I need HELP!!!!!!!

IMPROVEMENTS TO BE MADE LIKE IN LESS THAN ONE WEEK?
FUCK PRELIMS.
60 MORE DAYS TO O LEVEL.
HOW???!!!!!!!

Off to do Maths and revise POA!
:(

2009-08-25T20:02:00.000+08:00

STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY!
Gotta keep holding on.
Just a few months left and Im free from this mess.

2009-08-24T15:28:00.002+08:00

Finally,I get to update.Thanks to suspension of supp classes due to Prelims.
Orphan is a MUST WATCH MOVIE!
Damn gross plus thrilling and unique based on the story line.I'll give it a 4.5/5.
Loved it.
Tomorrow there's Geography Section A test.Im so lazy to study..
Oh by the way,my hair has already grown!Once it grows to the usual long length,I'll cut two inches again till all my rebonded(dyed) is gone and im AU NATURALE!~
I'm struggling with studies now but I won't give up just yet.
Just about 2 months plus left to endure and im out of this fucked up place!
I NEED to get at least a B3 for English.I wanna go to Early Childhood course in NP.
I feel that its right for me.Rather than Business course~
Right,im off now.Baby's nagging.
Updates tonight,maybe.

2009-08-23T21:57:00.000+08:00

STRESS STRESS STRESS STRESS STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.
Busy strudying like almost everyday.Prelims starts this Friday. *hangs self
Oh btw,got an A2 for O level Mother Tongue.
Nothing to be happy or sad about.Its ohkay la,for me.
Happily reading Ayat-ayat cinta novel nowadays,damn nice~
FAHHHHHHHRIIIII.kekeke/

Btw,
HAPPY ADVANCED(BY 1 DAY) 1 YEAR 5 MONTHSARY BABY!
Love you truckloads <3

2009-08-21T10:09:00.000+08:00

Blogger is KILLING MEEEEE.
Can't upload pictures,can't edit the colour of the texts.
Pfft.
Updates tonight.
Off to polyclinic now.

2009-08-05T00:22:00.002+08:00

Hell-oh!
Today's a pretty great day for me.was happy from the start till the end of the day but now im shagged.gotten my lg ice cream in PINK,like FINALLY! *jumps around.Gotta love the pretty pink and cute LED!was having a hard time deciding between this phone and lg Ks360(if im not wrong).i chose this in the end after almost 2 hours of deciding because..well,i've been wanting it for ages!lovelovelove the pink colour and huge keypad.haha.even if this phone's not so good(in people's opinion),prolly cause it loads slow,who cares?im changing my contract in three months time soon so im gonna have another phone.tamak halober per!hahahaha.got a hair cut at toa payoh.mad cheap.thin my hair + cut fringe and cut hair = $3.80.im serious!gonna cut there again next time.haha.worth my every penny.whoooo,papa let me use his money first to buy agnes b pencil case(supposedly cosmetic pouch) and also this uber chio pink wallet!AHHHHHH,im dying!cant wait to get the wallet by this week.heee.and oh,im seriously not coping well with the upcoming Prelims and O's.I feel like im soooooooooo way far behind!HELP!

im off.
(:

2009-07-23T23:55:00.001+08:00

Happy sweet sixteen birthday to me.
Will post pics and videos tmr.
Shagged.

2009-07-22T23:00:00.000+08:00

Can't wait for tomorrow's pizza session. (:
The fucked up lessons spoils it all.Bleagh.

0656 <3

YOU KENTAL

2009-07-17T23:17:00.005+08:00

Kyuhyun baby was so cute when he was holding the baby and tapping the baby's back!Lol.Maaaaad cute laaaa!Arghhh.Lol.And the part when he wanted to do the scary scene but they all ended up laughing,leaving him feeling embarrased.Not to forget the dance to Sorry sorry with their aprons!Heeeeeeee.

Karen and I chatted from like I think 8 till like 11 plus and all we did was talk about super junior and exchanged video links!Hehe.We should do this more often,darling! (:
Finished my Maths homework,did it at Coffee bean with baby and Yesin dearest.Im just left with doing my Physics notes and studying of course.Ohhh,and I want to buy the Pink Nike jackeeeeeeeeeet!Nyahahah.Soon,soon.Dont even talk to me bout Maths Mock exams,no hope.I'll start cheong-ing on Maths.Fighting!

I'll be going inactive for awhile.Needa study for Prelims man.I need discpline!Will be back once in awhile and tagboard will be back.Having a tagboard=no tagboard=cause I never reply to tags.

Kay im off!
Feverish headache ah~

Sayang baby!<3

STUPID IDIOT

2009-07-15T22:43:00.006+08:00

I must say,Im pretty messed up today,but today I realised that I've gained the old self back.

baby,now that we're okay,lets keep it that way.im tired.

Kekasih gelapku <3

2009-07-15T00:17:00.004+08:00

Currently addicted to this song.The lyrics and their voices.Oh god,how can someone have a beautiful voice as you,Kyuhyun?Oh im in looooooooooooove.Yesung's voice is amazing too.And guess what?Im buying a Kyuhyun file which cost $10.Lol.And also two poster cards with Siwon and Kyu's autograph.Yes,im hella fanatic and I dont care.Thinking of Kyu makes me happy.Oh my,Kyu baby is too skinny.Come to Singapore and I'll cook for you okay?Sanggup!Heeee.Im melting with every smile and laugh I hear from Kyu T.T .So after O's and starting from next month I'll be slowly saving money to get a ticket to Seoul and find them.Haha.I'm dead serious okay.I'm even thinking of migrating.I need to save more money now,wanna make a sketchbook of Kyuhyun baby <3

And I know of the perfect wish to ask for,for my birthday. <3

Haha,Kyu is super cute!Instead of In-fee-nite-ly yours,he say it as In-fee-nee-tee-ly yours.And mad cute when he blows off the flake! xD

I still love you,Siwon!
(:

Ps: My heart skipped a beat

Super Junior <3

2009-07-11T13:23:00.015+08:00

Choi Siwon is the first guy that caught my eye besides Leeteuk when I first listened to their Sorry Sorry MV.I know its weird but i fell for him cause in the black and white video he looked a bit thai-ish and pretty big built.I already said I liked big built people.Haha.And then,I began obsessing over him and well,he's the longest I fell for.His good looks,shy but bubbly personality and his well-known gestures.Hahaha.This sweetheart has introduced me to the Korean world.I used to dislike Korean songs or dramas but im all for it now.He may have the looks,but he lack the talent to me.He cannot really sing nor dance well.He is just average for talent but definitely on hIgh ends for the looks part.Duh,thats why he is a model.Heh.Im no longer obsessing over him as much now,cause I got a new love right now. (:

Park Jung Soo or better known as Leeteuk,leader of Super Junior.One of the ones who first caught my eyes too.Somehow he looked abit like Mr Matthew Koh in the Sorry Sorry video.Haha.I admire him because of his great talking skills and also the ability to carry out his duties as a leader extremely well.He really took care of his dongsaengs very well,being the hyung of them all.There was a point of time when he,Kyuhyun,Shindong and eunhyuk(if im not wrong) go into an accident.Leeteuk and Kyuhyun (the youngest in the group) was seriously injured.They fractured almost all parts of their body,but because Kyuhyun was sitting behind the driver's seat when the accident happened and the van they were in overturned,he was the most badly injured.Even though Shindong and eunhyuk went to Leeteuk but not Kyuhyun,Leeteuk the also badly injured came crawling and crying out Kyuhyun's name.Oh god,the video was so touching that for the whole 9 episodes I was crying.Watch A walk to remember super junior at youtube.It tells us about what the super junior members had to go through.Its awesome.You will know how much leadership skills Leeteuk possess.He gives his all and always thinks of others besides himself.I admire him for that.Bu I still cannot forget an episode that they caught him having a artsy porn book!hahahaha.HILARIOUS!

Introducing the baby of the family,Cho Kyuhyun.The love of my life.His soothing,deep and romantic voice sets the vibe for love.His voice is so beautiful,and I must say that he is one of the treasures of the group besides Yesung.This magnae,made me fall in love with him not because of his looks but because of his witty persona and beautiful voice.He can dance too.Heck,he can sing so well that hello,why do you think he is in Super Junior sub groups M and KRY?He can sing english too okay,like WOAH.Darn,im in love with this boy.He's like only 20.He is the sweetest and most hardworking ones.During the accident,he went into a coma and after he awoke,he quickly performed with Suju.One of the first shows he sang was when he sang the A whole new world song with Charice.It was so touching.I came across his blog at cyworld.Of course I had to copy paste to translate and see what it means la.Well,sumpah tak faham.I even wrote things in Korean to tag at his tagboard but cannot tag cause need to be a member.Well,im gonna save to go to Korea to look for their guardhouse so I can pass something to all of them (Im dead serious! ).He needs to eat more though..He is too skinny.And and,his laugh is sooooooo... *melts heart .Its like a childish boy's giggles.And,he is a computer game addict!Haha,so cute and childish.Ohh,I love you,Kyuhyun <3

And yay!Gina,Esther and Yesin told me what they're buying for me,cause actually I guessed.Hahaha.They bought for me a............YOU WILL FIND OUT NEXT WEEK ON MY BIRTHDAY.hehehehehe.Im super duper happy!Thank you sunshines!I love you guys so much!

Thank you to Karen for lending me the disc by the way! ((:

Kay gotta sleep now.Meeting the girls at J8 Mac at 6.30 tomorrow.Nights!

KYUHYUN <3

2009-07-08T22:55:00.002+08:00

I.AM.SLEEPY.LIKE.MAD.
I still have tons of homeworks to do and need to study for Bio test on repro in plants.fucking boring sia!urghhh.i think i'll rush to complete it asap and then finish studying bio.walau,i dont understand a single crap,i hate plants ah :( .anyway,just now went to hougang to get my plain long sleeve white top.hohoho.im so fucking broke now.wait till birthday money come.but nahh,doubt i'll spend it cause i needa freaking SAVE!think i wont spend starting from next week.only till e end of the month or something.i spent so much this week cause im treating myself for my birthday and im desperately trying to clear my shopping lists so that i can just freaking stop looking at it.like as if its ever enough.damn it.i better go now.im so tired.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz~

2009-07-07T21:24:00.002+08:00

I have nothing much to update except that,im pretty happy this week!I got back my laptop,I bought a pink mouse,pink agnes b key pouch,3/4 tights and short tights and also the cotton on plain black long sleeve top.might get the white one by this week.didnt get it at j8 cause they didnt have size s anymore.hmmmmm,what else is there to update?lemme see..oh yeah!hahaha.after school my girls and i plus baby went to library to do poa.we gossiped like mad and laughed till my cheeks were numb.after that,all of us fell asleep.haha.i trimmed my own hair and baby's hair.i think it look good (: heeeeeeeee.i think im off to complete all my homeworks.i need to grab a bite tho,im starving!aaaaand,my breathing difficulty is back.dang it.k byeeee.

Coli nenek,I suggest you stay away from my sight.Watch whom you're talking about and what you're wearing.Lastly,U,the freak with the words "I AM UGLY BUT VAIN" pasted on your forehead,watch your back,okay? (:

IM BACK.

(:

2009-07-06T23:04:00.012+08:00

met my babygirls at bugis junction and proceeded to sim lim to collect my laptop dearest.YAY!Internet at last!muahahaha.after that headed to my place and we did homeworks and camwhored and webcammed and gossiped.next time we should have a movie night or something!with popcorns and all.sleepover would be a bonus!haha.okay,i wont say much,really tired.wanna finish up three more homeworks and off to dreamland.wanna dream of siwon again.i dreamt that he kissed me on my cheeks yesterday.heeeeee.sucha sweet dream.
I LOVE SIWON,VERY VERY MUCH!
<3

2009-06-30T11:35:00.002+08:00

i feeeeeeeeeel sick.prolly got it from my dad and baby who is sick.some more,i shared a drink and cutlleries with baby yesterday.its okay,as long as i get to see him can already (: .we ate nasi goreng ikan bilis and nasi briyani at express 2000 yesterday.well,i ate most of it.ahahaha.but,baby's still sweet enough to send me at the bus stop despite him being sick.think im going to go down to the shop and buy hot beancurd for baby and myself cause when he wanted to buy,dont have already yesterday.and oh!cant join esther and yesin go to mango cause they have 50% off and today's the last day cause i never go to school.*sobs think im gonna finish up geo homework first while wait for baby to call me after school.at the meantime,i'll also play sorority life (: (:

PS: My boyfriend is better than yours. ;D

2009-06-28T20:09:00.005+08:00

1. Where were you 3 hours ago?

Tampinesssss!

2. Who are you in love with?

Mohd Haiqal Bin Mohd Noor <3

3. Have you ever eaten a crayon?

What the fuck.Im not brainless like you.Nyahaha.

4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?

You're asking the obvious question.

5. When is the last time you went to the mall?

3 hours ago.

6. What is the first thing you do in the morning?

Checked my phone.Its a habit already.

7. What is the last thing you watched on TV?

Confessions of a teenage drama queen on Channel 5.

8. When was the last time you drove out of town?

Im barely legal.

9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?

Nahh.

10. Are you hot?

Try and touch me and see if it sizzles~

11. What was the last thing you had to drink?

An hour ago,I suppose.

12. What are you wearing right now?

My favee blue flowery silk pajama dress! :D

13. Without looking, guess what time it is.

7 plus? What the heck its already 8.

14. Last food that you ate?

Deep fried mushrooms from SWENSEN'S! <<33

15. Where were you last week at this time?

My aunt's house.

16. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?

Hello,you're talking to a shopaholic here.

17. When is the last time you ran?

Can't recall.

18. Type of music you dislike most?

Dangdut.Lagu last warning!

19. What is your favorite animal?

Cuteeeee lil' kittens!

20. Your dream vacation?

New Zealand or Kashmir with baby ;D

21. Last person's house you were in?

Aunt's.

22. What did you do last night?

I studied,believe it or not.

23. Whats your name spelt backwards?

Run Arri Harihays

24. Do you miss anyone right now?

My sayang D;

25. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?

Eye contact makes em' purrrrrrr!

There's a tactic okay ;D

I just got back from Tampines to go buy my Pink UniQlo umbrella!Hehe.Im a happy goober!Walked around with mum and stepdad.Mum gotten herself a shoe and Dad got himself a pair of pants.Wanted to go catch a movie but the timing all sucks.After that headed to Swensen's to have icecreams and my deep fried mushroom!Wheeeee.Im gonna bug baby to follow me go Swensen's on my birthday just to have the deep fried mushrooms ;D ;D ;D

School's reopening tomorrow and Im not done with SS,Geo and Bio homework.Cant print Geo and Bio cause printer no ink.Sobs.Dont care laaah.I think I'll go and complete my homeworks.

*sigh

I crazily want the White Casio Watch with bling bling inside.Fucking nice!Im so gonna save for it.Heh.

Kay' Im off!

PS: Trust me on this,once school reopens,H1N1 is gonna spread like no limits.Just wait and see.If it happens,you would know who to blame.The guy who doesn't approve of extended holiday!The health minister ahh.

2009-06-27T16:10:00.004+08:00

Firstly, HAPPY BELATED 1 YEAR 3 MONTHS SUNSHINE!

After all that we've been through,I just wanna tell you that I love you super much that no words can explain.You've been there for me,you guide me and showed me what real love is really like.Awwww,I just love you like mad!I know you always think that I dont appreciate everything that u've done for me,but you're wrong.I dont say it out,but I appreciate everything that you've given me.Love,sacrifices and all the things that you shower me with just to pamper your lil' princess (;

I know sometimes I can be a pain-in-the-ass,but come on,give a chance to your darling please?Haha.You know me laa,Im the temperamental one and you're the annoying one. :P

Lastly,I wanna say that you're the BEST thing that has EVER happened in my life.May we last long long till we get married.hehe. *hints xD

Saranghae! <3

Finally I got to meet baby yesterday after 2 days of not meeting!My poor baby was sick.We went to Telok Blangah cause wanted to look around then eat at the market,but I forgot that the market was under renovated.Pfft.And guess who I saw?My ex,Afiq.hahaha.So we took a bus to Bukit Merah,thinking that there is a mrt station.Wtf,there wasnt.So we took a bus all the way to Jurong Point.On the way there,baby slept cause he was really tired as he's sick.When we reached there,we walked around and ate at Banquet.We were starving.Lol.Then we walked around again and baby almost fainted.He couldnt breathe cause he had asthma and fever and flu but didnt bring his inhaler or medicines.He vomited.Eww.My nose is fucking intolerant to vomit.Anyway,he leaned on me for support,you know like someone who broke his leg then lean on u?So I decided to send him to his grandma's house since his mum is there.After sending him tat the stairs,I told him I'll be waiting for him at the playground cause I got nothing to do at home.So as I walked there,there's a malay guy like around in his 30s who walked the opposite way as me.He kept staring at me.And you know what?That fucking moron stalked me!Kaninabeh chaocheebye tul.He followed me from behind and hid behind the letterbox and kept staring and like whistling at me.I ignored him and sat at the playground there.I turned behind and he was at a corner spying on me.Wah cheebye that got on my nerves man.Then a few minutes later he walked from behind the playground and pretend to walk past me.When he walk past,he looked at me and smiled.I rolled my eyes at him.Then he sat at a bench same row as me but just a few seats away.Doesnt that shows how fucking desperate that ninabu is?So i pretended to call someone and he quickly walked off.Then he came back again.When I pretended to call again,he walked away again.Baby called me and I told him to come down cause I was scared T.T.When baby walked past that pervert,baby not knowing where the guy is,the stupid dirt walked away and kept looking at my direc tion.I pointed to baby where the guy went and baby went to find him,but to no avail.Waaaah,after baby came,there was no sign of the guy at all!Pathetic laah!Then baby sent me off at the bus stop.

Oh btw,have you guys heard of Michael Jackson's death?Such a shock man.The whole world is like paying a tribute to him.Anyway,REST IN PEACE,MJ.

I think I'm off to Macdonald's to study there.Maybe I'll sleep there too cause today is Saturday and its 24 hours.Nah,im never gonna give up my comfy bed.Hehe.Im so happy cause mummy's gonna give me $50 for my birthday and she's transferring the money this tuesday :D :D :D

Wheeeeeeee.She told me to buy the casio watch and i can buy anything with the $30.And my stepdad will buy for me dresses,tops at the end of the month ((:

Gonna buy my Pink UNICLO umbrella this week.

Im off to maaaaaaandi!

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN TO MY PANTAAT FRIEND,NURUL ATIQAH!

And HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN AND 1 DAY TO JENETTA DARLING!

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN TO ME SOON! *hints hints

Lol,IM JUST KIDDING LA!

Byeeeeeee!

PS: We are destiny <3

2009-06-23T22:02:00.002+08:00

http://www.allkpop.com/index.php/full_story/junsu_cant_compare_to_yunho/
READ THIS!FUCKING HILARIOUS.
From Junsu's small dick and Jaejoong touching his dick.
I cannot stop laughing.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

went "studying" and shopping with the girls!
hahaha.went to tampines and otw there in the bus had a loooooooong chat!
we never stopped talking the whole journey from toa payoh to tampines.lol.
headed to tampines 1 and had fun in all the shops!they're all super funny.
yesin bought a pretty purple bag from springfield.
i wanna buy the pink umbrella!maybe next week (:
then baby,me,yesin,esther and gina headed to Qiji to have our lunch.
had my popiah and laksa as usual.YUMMY! XDD
after that walked to tampines 1 and headed home.
in the bus,we girls had another talk. *coughs (;
alright,thats about it.
tomorrow going to telok blangah crescent where i grew up with my grandma to rekindle the old memories.
gonna bring baby to the market to eat.gosh,i miss the food there!
and maaaan,i miss my granny :(
im feeling so fucked up cause my laptop's gonna be in my hands on like a few days before my birthday?wth!
so long siaaaa.and oh,cant believe im turning 16 soon.big deal.heh.
kay,im off to do bio and ss homework.
nights.

PS: i love you! <3

2009-06-21T11:38:00.002+08:00

On Friday,baby came to potong pasir to had breakfast with me ^^
we ate at KFC n we ate the porridge n the waffles meal thingy.YUM!
after that slacked and played UNO with baby.HAHAHA.IM THE CHAMPION! :PP
then,karaoke session!i couldnt stop laughing when baby was singing. xDD
ohwell.nothing much to update.if you guys heard the channel 5 news,they said that school holidays will be extended 1 more week,but im not sure if its confirmed yet.
OH PLEAAASE PLEAASE EXTEND!pretty pleaaaaase~
I LOVE SORIORITY LIFE!I played it like the whole day using baby's account of course (:
In one day I got to level 13.Baik paaaa? kekekeke.
Those who ive invited you to play that game,dont waste your time and click accept!heeee.
okie,im off.

PS : 3 more days to 1 YEAR 3 ANIMONTHSARY (:

2009-06-17T16:03:00.066+08:00

BBQ with Yesin,Esther and Gina was a blast!We met at 10 plus on Tuesday then took a cab to Pasir Ris Park.Bought ice then carried our super heavy stuff to the shelter.We laid out the mat and started on the charcoal.I had fun trying to burn the charcoal and all.Haha.After much efforts,we finally could heat up the food.And I as always became the guinea pig to taste all the food till I was so freaking full.I loved the chicken and also the Cheesy hotdog.Darn good!Then we all chitchatted and played UNO.Around 5,we packed our stuff to get ready to go to the beach.Had an ice fight XD Poor Gina got soaked by Yesin!Lol.So we headed to the beach and we all camwhored,trying to jump together with the camera set on timer.Boy,was it difficult!We took like more than 10 shots trying to synchronise all the jumps.haha.Gina was happily picking up seashells as she say it can be use as a "work-of-art".Haha (: . Then decided to take individual shots of the jumping thingy.Finally,picture taken,by Esther (: .We rushed to the bus stop as Yesin's dad came to fetch us and sent us to Bishan Mrt.Thanks Uncle!Reached home,and ZzZzZz.Overall,I had a great time.Its been a long time since I 've had so much fun and these girls really made my day.Thanks for the fun day GIRLS! :D

Oh,Monday lunch treat with Mr Tan was postponed.So me and baby decided to just watch Drag Me To HeLL.Dont waste your money people,dont watch.The movie sucks.Period.After that we went to AMK Hub and baby treated me to one pink glitter nail polish and pink clip.Thank you ssweetheart! :D

Yesterday,studied at Potong Pasir Mac with baby in the morning.Finally got to eat my Pancakes(baby's treat) and egg mcmuffin!Wheeeeeee.My baby loves me :D

Okay,Im now waiting for baby to call me.Cause I wanna discuss with him what are the activities we're gonna do after O's.Lotsa things to do yaw!Hopefully,I can meetup with baby tomorrow.Miss him already!Okay Im off!

Love,

Irra

PS: To me,you are an imbecile dog,BITCH. WOOF WOOF! (:

2009-06-13T17:54:00.004+08:00

wheeehoooo.
im gonna be pretty busy for this coming two weeks of holidays left.
lunch treat by mr tan with all the red house captains on monday and a movie with baby,
tues,bbq with the girls at pasir ris.
oooooooooooooh.cant wait! (:
andand,aww man baby's going to go malaysia.
im like psychoing him not to go.hahaha.
if he go,i'll be fucking bored man.
ive finished reading the whole twilight series!
the 4th book is hella boring.i practically skipped through the pages.
not the kind of ending i wanted anyway =/
Oh btw,luch with mdm sarah and baby at han's river was awesome!
as it is a boufet,we ate alot!baby did.i didnt eat that much cause was so full!
ate ice cream and lots of seafood then ice cream :DD
after that mdm sarah bought for us choclate cakes some more!
she's so sweeet la.THANK YOU CIK! ((:
wheeee.my weight's maintaining at 51 kg.hohohoho.
im 2kg thinner! *jumps around
im like searching around for para2 dance mat.hahaha.
i can use it to "dance" and lose weight at the same time.
but its so hard to find it now!they were selling it at toys r us but now no more.
PFFT//
Okay,im off.
Pictures of monday and tuesday will be uploaded.
hopefully i can get my laptop by then!

2009-06-10T20:06:00.003+08:00

awwwwwwwwwww.SOOOOOOOOO CUTE!oh siwonnie <3
kite same2 la,rambut belah tengah.hehehehe ;DD

SIWON LOOKS FUCKING MUSCULAR,MANLY AND HOT HERE!
CAN I KEEP ON DROOOOOOOOOOLING?IM SO GOING KOREA TO STALK HIM!kekeke xD

i wanna finish reading new moon today.just 1 or 2 chapters left.
thats right,i read from 12am to 4.30 am just to finish 466 pages.
hahaha.tmr off to lunch/dinner date with baby and Cik Sarah our school librarian.
Shr's damn nice.
Friday is Drag me to hell day!
Im off.

PS:

I still think Lee Min Ho looks like Siwon.Bleagh.Screw Minho.LONG LIVE SIWON!!!hehe.
And poor hyun joong who collapsed cause of high fever.
GET WELL SOON MY JIHOO!

2009-06-09T22:26:00.003+08:00

had engilsh oral for prelim today.it was okay.
after that rushed to send the laptop at sim lim.
then went to eat at Qiji with baby.
went back home while baby went to play soccer with ex students.
slept like a baby from 3-7 plus.nyahaha
watched anugerah.watching them made my hand sweat already.
i wanna join but i dont have the guts. =/
besides,i still think my voice is not good enough.oh,who cares.
andand,i saw RAMZAN!my primary school friend.
i didnt know he auditioned for Anugerah but i can definitely say he look waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay much better than last time.lol
his brother made it through but he didnt.aww.
The contestants voices were okay,but I love Catty's voice!Sedap giler babi betul.Heh.
and Hydir also!his voice made my heart melt.
Oh,and Mel also joined.She's mr shah's dance partner.but i must say she cant really sing.but,definitely can dance very well (:
okay la,i wanna go read the 2nd book,NEW MOON.
Thanks Karen!
Hoping to finish by tomorrow or something.
And damn,Bio till 2 tmr.
sigh.
okay,im off.
nights

PS: Fazlina,lets go KOREA together someday!

2009-06-08T22:50:00.002+08:00

HAHAHA!SO CUTE!Bite me siwon! xD

skipped school again today.haha,im so dead when school reopens.
cant blame me la,i slept at like 4 yesterday.
tomorrow is eng oral(internal one) and i have to be in school by 11.30.
wheeee,can sleep longer.
baby came over just now and we slacked watching teevee and eating maggi.
after that went to serangoon to collect my biker jacket and then sent baby home.
haha,im bored at home so thought of something beneficial to do..NOT. =P
ordered my vs inspired tracksuit and bb cream.
cant wait to get them!and oh,father's day is coming.
i think i'll just give stepdad $30.my dad?erm,not giving anything.heh.
waaah,that means no shopping this coming week :(((((
nvm,i'll survive.
fucking shit la,the weather is so fucking terrible.i think i lost alot of weight partly cause of the weather also.
natural saunaaaaaa.heh.
i just finished watching twilight and reading twilight.
i watched twilight again cause i wanna observe and compare the movie and the storybook.
damn nice.cant wait to read new moon and watch the movie which is like coming in nov i think.
tmr baby's off to play soccer then we'll go to sim lim to send my laptop for repair.
no hope,crashed and cant boot up at all.
lucky thing got 3 years warranty. *phew
you guys should watch intimate note episode 24.
hahahaha.sungmin and kangin cracked me up real bad!
andand,teukie's laugh and smile is soooo cute.
i still love siwon though.hehe (:
AND AND,SS501 IS COMING TO SINGAPORE IN DECEMBER FOR ASIA TOUR!!!!
haha,big deal.i'll definitely go to the concert if it's super junior :DD
okay,im off.

PS: I love my boy. (:

2009-06-07T17:00:00.002+08:00

well,its over. (go figure what is.)
i've fucking had enough and im moving on.
had a strange dream of my late grandmother.she gave me a lantern before she passed away,in my dream la.
and then after that i found a note she left for me with a four digit number.
i didnt know why but i just miss her so much after the dream man.
so,decided to give mum the number to try and see if the 4 nos my grandmama gave me in my dream can strike a win.
i hardly dream of numbers okay!ahaha.
andand,now im addicted to the website izraini recommended to shop online at.
wont tell you people,go figure yourself.ahahaha.bastard.
okay,i wanna order my bb cream and vs inspired tracksuit now.
then off to take a bath and finish reading twilight(i know im so slow).
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
im forcing myself to be happy though i feel like crap.
oh whatever happens,happens.i really dont give a fuck.
intensive studying for myself starts on the third week of june.
i'll be studying and studying and studying and studying.
maybe i'll catch a movie this week.
monsters vs aliens or drag me to hell perhaps?
im off.

PS: I gave you a choice.

2009-06-04T22:42:00.002+08:00

yay,my biker jacket has arrived!

will be meeting the person tomorrow.

to keep it short,today baby came over and cooked for me maggi!

so sweet okay.hahahahah.

on the other hand,i fell on my way to school at the overhead bridge!

yes,like FELL!i have like cuts and bruises.

luckily there was no one behind me except for this one guy.

wah,PAISEH!nyahahaha.

okay,i think i wanna go play pokemon pearl on my nds.

what?im frigging bored and i can only think of that to kill time.

or not,you'll see my shopping list increasing and baby and jenetta's gonna kill me.hahaha.

okay bye.

I WANNA MIGRATE TO KOREAAAAAAAAAA.

I need a Korean friend!

PS; I miss my boyfriend.

2009-06-02T22:37:00.003+08:00

went to watch terminator with baby after much disagreements.just so you know,me and baby can never get to agree on things quickly.we always keep on arguing on what food to eat,what movies to watch.hahaha.im used to it already.so in the end baby suggested terminator.OH GOD.you dont know how much i fucking hate action packed movies.but i gave in cause i wanna make him happy.rare occasion for me to give in okay!grabbed a few bites,sushiii ((:
and wow,terminator salvation is a MUST WATCH MOVIE!no regrets.if me,a fucking anti-action packed movie can love this movie,so can you.damn nice okay,and the robots were freaky!i kept holding tight to baby and saying,"Baby,so scary."Nyahaha.and i hate the sound the robots make.so annoying.

*jumps around shaking ass*
Monday was O level Malay paper.
alhamdullilah banyak-banyak.i find the paper easy and manageable!
i could do all questions with ease (:
i could easily score a distinction for mid years but i screwed it cause i was too complacent.
i did well for everything except for paper 2.tula,sape suruh tak belajar kan.heh.
but i knew everything happened for a reason and i really cheong-ed for malay o's.
i did many revision worksheets,made sure i know my peribahasa,kosa kata and bina ayat.
i slept at 1 plus the night before malay o's studying for peribahasa and kosa kata.
in the end,my efforts paid off.i could answer all bina ayat and kosa kata.
HIPPIE YAY!Hello-oh,I got a zero for bina ayat during mid years cause i didnt study a single shit.
I FUCKING KNOW ALL THE BINA AYAT WORD EH!
Lelah,penglibatan and i forgot whats the other word.
actually i wasnt really sure what lelah meant but my heart kept prompting me that it meant tired.
so in the end.thats the fucking meaning! *big grin
okay,so if the paper is manageable,i bet there will be a lot of distinctions.
if that happens, more people will not be able to score a distinction!fuck.
must cheong for oral and dig my ears for listening.hahah.
i was so happy with the paper that i ended up calling my mum up.
hopefully i get at least an A2.I know im capable of it.
if not,i'll just retake.though its a waste of time,i dont mind.

science camp is a fucking bore.thank god i have sachiko,belinda and kai ning to make my day.
im still thinking whether i should go to school tmr.urghh.sucha drag man.
imagine 8.30 to 5.15 and its all science throughtout the day,plus disgusting food and hot weather. i practically slept.i think i'll be coming cause they keep insisting me to come.lol.alright,im definitely off to read one chapter of twilight and sleep.damn shagged.
i need to read more to improve my english.
miss aljunied says she's expecting a B3 from me for Prelims and O level.What the fuckk.
Mid year was a disapointment cause she said i chose the wrong question butI know B3 is achievable cause thats basically what I've been getting since Sec 1.
i'll try and buck up my english.well,no issues cause i used to love english so much adn i started reading when i was like not even in primary 1?
i even did it on my own will.now i have no time at all.
i should get my priorities right aye.good night ya'll.

PS:Shopping list is decreasing and oh,im missing baby so much now :(

Reply to current tags:

Rae-->Haha.Not angry anymore! (:

Carina-->Lol!I know that song long long ago already.Till im kinda sick of listening to it already.And SIWONNIE!!!!!!!!! <<3

2009-05-31T00:20:00.003+08:00

im sooooooooooooooooo tired.
went to study malay at mac till 8 and mum picked me up from there to go for dinner.
went to tampines mall to get my cardigan cause mum wanted to sponsor,but the cardigan is all sold.
then went to mango and mum bought for me a pink mango top to replace the cardigan.
initially i wanted to buy the black tee as its written in my list but both my mum and stepdad said the pink is nicer and brighter.
so i got it.no regrets,hell-oh.PINK LA PLEASE.
then went to walk around at tampines 1 and bought a pink compact eyelash curler at sasa.
so pretty.but the price isnt.haha.
after that headed to bedok corner.and guess who i saw?
Fazly,ex-student of gyss.hahaha.he was shocked to see me,and so was i.
then i bought gong gong,fish and rice from his stall.
hmmm.when he sent the food to our table,it was an awkward situation.
haha.what the hell.me and him never even talked to each other before.
oh well,im so sleepy.
i think i'll do one round of studying peribahasa then i'll hit the sacks.
goodnight ya'll.

PS:I hate people who cant open their big fat mouth to say thank you.shows how well their parents brought them up.tsktsk.

I miss my boyfriend,but i still am very angry at him.
I just cant be bothered anymore.

2009-05-29T17:00:00.003+08:00

Not really in the best of mood today.
PMS.Sometimes baby just do things at the wrong time and it spoilt my mood for the whole day.
Thanks eh.
I still havent gotten my VS Wristlet.Grrrrrrrr.
And Im feeling feverish right now.I keep getting fever this year.
Should I still go jogging?Damn lazy and tired sia.
I think I might go for awhile.
fucked up cause i couldnt find any nice blogskins.damn sad ah that website.
whatever,now im blogshopping.
found my VS Inspired Tracksuit in PINK!
its sold at a much much super much cheaper price.im definitely getting it.
I will shop at Taobao again and again and again and again.
My head is throbbing right now.
will do malay worksheets after jog.exercising makes your brain work better anyway.
i needa get a fucking distinction for this monday's mother tongue O's.
if i dont,im gonna sit for it again.
I KNOW I CAN DO IT.
goodbye.

PS:OFF TO JOG NOW!

2009-05-29T01:25:00.002+08:00

OMFG. *drooooooooooools
THATS MY SIWONNIE!! heeeeeeeeee ;DDDDDDD
I dont like guys who are muscular,but i like guys who's big built.
Dont bother asking me why.

Patiently waiting for my Victoria Secret Pink Wristlet and Cotton Bandage Skirt.
Wristlet should be arriving tomorrow (:
And yay,getting my 50 bux back tomorrow!
I've already ordered my black biker jacket.
wheeeeeeeeeeee.
buying my mango top maybe tomorrow or saturday.
and tomorrow or today in fact,since its already 1:36am,is officially GREAT SINGAPORE SALE!!!
Yes ah.
SHOPSHOPSHOPSHOPSHOPSHOP TILL I DROP!
Ah right,banyak la duit aku.keke

went to kovan with baby and we rode the circle line!
just fyi,if u guys didnt know,today was the official opening.
and from bishan,took circle line to serangoon.
guess how long it took?
ONLY 4 MINS!!
wah baik,save my time by alooooooooooot.
then went to eat at QIJI,window shopped and baby couldnt stop trying on the compact powder at watson's (an attempt to make himself fairer but to no avail.hahahaha)
then bought my favourite lime juice=1 litre=$1=@cold storage!
headed home and slept.
at night had my "home facial treatment".
put on my korea mask and also face shop's nose mask.
ahhhhhhh,so much better now!
trust me,the face mask helps to make your skin smoother and it also help lighten your pimple scars.work wonders!
and the nose mask help to remove white and black heads.work wonders too!
and should i buy a small small cute laptop or buy new harddrive for my stupid fucking laptop?
ergh.
fuck hp.
ok bye.
might be changing blogskin tomorrow,prolly after my jog!

muacks.

2009-05-17T15:48:00.003+08:00

Super Junior's newest song-Its You
I like.Siwon so cute.heheh.

I think Im screwed for mid year(as expected).
I fucking did badly.And tomorrow is hell when I see those frigging papers.
But its okay.
Im the kind of person who needs to see bad results before I frigging work my ass off.
After tmr when i get my results and three days of motivational camp,
I will start studying very very hard.
I promise myself.
We'll see how it goes.
And I dont think I will be in a very good mood this week!
Screw mid years.

PS:Mr Goh is right about we tend to wake up and work harder after our mid-years.

I'll make sure I have a bright future for myself.
Whether I like it or not.
Goodbye play-time.

2009-05-12T13:50:00.002+08:00

I screwed up maths paper 2 and physics paper.
whatever i studied did not come out. knnnnnn.
my boyfriend is tak betul,but i love him very much. *im forced to type this cause he's beside me =P
period.

now im in school so maybe i will reply to tags tonight.
loves/

2009-05-11T22:17:00.002+08:00

Im a happy goober after getting to spend time with my cupcakes today (:
He came over my place in the morning and help to straighten my hair.
And he's so gay la please,tried my eyelash curler.
HAHAHAHA.I helped him do till it accidentally squeezed his skin.
Padan muke baby =P
We headed to Marina SQ cause wanted to watch The Uninvited.Then the person say dont have.
like knncb la,waste my time!i checked at internet put have sia. T.T
so headed over to orchard and bought tickets for 17 again.
we still had like 1 hour before the movie start so we ate at KFC.
Yum!but what the hell,fattening.haha.who cares.
after that,headed to watch 17 again.damn niceeeeeeeeeee!
a must watch movie.made me teary-eyed.ok,the movie made me cry.haha.
baby also emotional siol. *coughs =P
after that i wanted to window shop so we went to taka.
looked at paris hilton's wallets and handbags then headed to juicy couture outlet.
OMFG LAAAAA.Im in love with the wallets,tracksuit and bags!
but so ex la!oh nvmmmm.
okay so now im studying for physics.i really damn malas wanna go school sia.
exams for three weeks are sucha drag man.imagine,have to study everyday for 3 weeks straight?!!
pure absurdity.
okays,gotta blast.~

PS:SORRY,TAGS AND RELINKS WILL BE DONE TMR AT SCHOOL LIBRARY (;

Tangsinul sarang ha yo baby (:
*muacks!

2009-05-10T18:54:00.004+08:00

I love this song,so cute :D
This was when they were younger.

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY TO MY DEAREST MUMMY!
Even though youre irritating and love to nag and would never admit defeat,I still love you very much.
*hugs and kisses
Yay,Im almost done with my physics notes.8 more chapters left T.T
I just came back from jogging around the tampines estate,exercising at the exercising corner and climbed up 15 storiesall non-stop.
Pretty tiring,but Ill do whatever it takes to lose my baby fats (;
I have dropped a total of 1.5 kg now and counting.
I was 53kg and now im 51.6kg! *bigbig grin
I wanna be 50kg and below and lose all my fats at my thigh.
So annoying la please.
Actually,this process of losing weight is not really exciting cause I dont get to eat as much as I did last time
like seriously,eating is my favourite past time!
I tend to eat super alot when im stressed.
last year during mid year,i ate 1 nasi lemak,1 mee rebus and kueh mueh at one go.
pure madness i know!
actually,even though i eat alot also,i dont really gain that fast.
the weighing scale wont really increase but my fats,yes.
now slim-melim! ;P *give me a time for self praise please
i have a pear shaped figure and im not really happy bout it.
can you imagine,i wear a size s for my top which fits perfectly and then i have to wear like size 29 or 30 for the bottom?!
OMG LAAA,SO DEMORALISING =(
So yeah,this is the purpose why i wanna lose weight.
still,i dont like those skinny nak mampos macam takde duit nak makan people cause got no assets ah.
Dont get offended eh korang2 semue.
oh btw,I got my black charles & keith leather bag already.chiooo!
this week will get my pink nintendo ds soft casing and chanel inspired earrings.
I dont wear FAKE,i wear INSPIRED.theres a freaking whole lot of difference okay? (:
but personally,i dont mind wearing fake and dont understand why people find it disturbing.
just because you paid so expensive for it and we got it at way cheaper price than u did.
YOUR PASAL AH,PANDAI.
Next week I wanna get my bb cream!
Cant wait to go watch The Uninvited with baby tomorrow,if he can make it.
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee suckas.

2009-05-10T00:14:00.002+08:00

HAHAHA ,thsi video never fail to cheer me up :D

HAHAHAHA!Damn knn la,so irritating.lol.

AWWWWWWWWWW.Sayang siwon! <3

HAHAHAHA!Siwon's face when he saw the camera was priceless ((:

Baby's getting irritated with my obsession with super junior and siwon.
Jealous kepe baby!! =PP
Holy crow,I have like lots of physics notes to do.
My mum is so annoying.
NAGNAGNAGNAGNAG!urgh.
I hate people telling me what to do. *rolls eyes
Okaaay la,will post more videos when I update next.
Wanna go do notes and study.
안녕히 주무세요
(:

2009-05-08T11:35:00.003+08:00

ehhhhhh guess what?Im blogging in school.
hahaha pathetic, i know.what to do?my lappie crash ah.knn tol.
ask that old man to find the warranty card also he bo layan.grr.
fuck him la. T.T
well,had my chem and ss paper yesterday.
i cheong-ed for my ss paper but i totally couldnt be bothered with chem.
i slept for 20 mins and i anyhow did the paper.
i find it no point to do,seriously.
just now had my poa paper 2.
not bad ah,can pass but maybe wont get that high marks.
whatever kai ning taught me yesterday all came out!
and i mean ALL!
shit laa,i regret not paying attention about the profit and loss thingy T.T
I just anyhow do but the rest i managed to do.
for the first question i didnt get to balance but thats alright.
cause poa is great,will still get marks even though you dont get the right answer (:
i've been slacking in the library since 10.
will continue to slack till like 2 plus while i wait for baby to come back from friday prayers.
love to slack at the school library,freee aircon,freeee internet,and no nosy and irritating beeyotches.
heh.gonna go bugis later.
to window shop and collect my black leather bag.
hohoho.
okay,wanna go watch more super junior videos.
im addicted!
will update this weekend maybe.
and sorry people,tags will be replied this weekend!

<3

2009-05-06T00:03:00.002+08:00

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
I got my eyeshadow quad and pink agnes b wallet already.Sooooooooo chio!!
Also gotten my navy blue and grey cotton on shorts.
Ordered my black leather bag,getting this fri :)
Sorry,dont get irritated by my post always talking bout what i wanna buy n all.
I just love it and if u dont like it,you can fuck off cause this is my blog.Heh.
I swear to god im addicted to siwon and super junior.so hot la please!
im addicted to the song timeless korean version.
its damn nice i tell u.and siwon act in it.
his acting made me cry. *awwwwwwwwwwwwww
keke.
tomorrow i have geography and maths paper.damn nervous siaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
okay,i neeeeeeeeeeeeeeed to pass my maths.like desperately need to!
better continue studying.
wish me luck.
nights.

PS:I promise i'll go to south korea one day!kalau ade rezeki,will migrate (;

2009-05-02T12:07:00.003+08:00

OHHHH,SI WON OPPA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <<33

I love love love love love love love him!Oh god , *faints,

Honestly,I've never seen anyone as perfect as him!Except my boyfriend of course.haha.

This hot motherfucking handsome cute guy is from a Korean boyband,SUPER JUNIOR.

THEY'RE FUCKING AWESOME MAN!Go listen to their song,Sorry Sorry.

Im sooooooo addicted to it laaa,everyday i listen up tp more than 30 times?

Im crazy I know!But they're all so hot and cute laa especially the above guy!!
Go youtube an search all these :

1)laughing gas super junior
2)intimate note gee
3)super junior full house eng sub
4)siwon can you feel the love tonight(this sweetheart's voice is mesmerising)
5)super junior sorry

I swear to god you guys wont regret! ;D
Andand because of siwon,i wanna migrate to south korea.
Build a career there or sorts. (:
I reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaally desperately wanna meet him! *sobs
You know what,he always go to thailand for commercials!
Whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
Come singapore la sayang. *giggles
And not to forget,he has six packs and he is seriously a gentleman and a sweetheart xD
His hand gestures and facial expressions is cute la okay! :DDD

ok laaa,enough about him.
Exams are okaaaaaay laaaaaaaaaa~
Still got lotsa papers left to clear.SHEESH!
Who cares.Hahahaha.I wanna go shopping!!!
My list da nak habis la seh!Yay *jumps around.
This week gonna watch movie with baby,should watch jangan tegur or 17 again ah?
Hmmmm.I hope I can get the straightener,victoria secret eyeshadow quad and pink agnes b wallet by this week.
Have already gotten my white and grey skirt,crystal necklace and victoria secret tank top.
Pretty (:
And i lost 1 kg! *grins
But i dont think i can maintain my weight cause now i keep eating at night and i keep giving excuses to myself its okay cause exam period and i need all the nutrients T.T
Okays gotta go study maths,geography and social studies.
Bye!

PS:AKU NAK SIWON!!!!! hehehehehehehehehehe ((((((((((((((:
Shit,baby's gonna kill me.keke
=P

2009-04-27T21:10:00.002+08:00

OMG!I GOT THE CHARLES & KEITH WEDGES!
Wuuuuuuyeah , thanks to my stepdad (^^V)
My list is slowly decreasing and i dont wish to add anymore to it.
During the weekends,went to Tampines 1 and well,the mall is okay laa.
Ate at Secret Recipe and finally I got to eat my cheesecake!!
Ate Chicken Cordeu Blue?I think.Damn shiok.
Went home during physics lesson.I was having faint spells.
Hmmm.Nothing much to blog about.
Oh,and baby dropped by to visit me and bought for me Ramlee Burger.
Haha,so cute.Got to eat chocolate as I was craving for it.
And I just realised I lost weight.The weighing scale goes down abit but my fats are like almost 1/4 gone!
Especially tummy area.Wheeeeeeeee.
But baby not happy,he dont like slim girls T.T
Too slim la,he want the babat2 ones.
Keke.
Better go do my homeworkS and study for exam which starts like this wednesday.
What the crap.
And my nerves are at its end with someone.
One more chance.One more atiitude problem,BLAST OFF!

Nights.

2009-04-26T09:51:00.002+08:00

hahahahaha.muke stop it siol!
okay,i seriously think im getting sick of doing homework.
this week,i have about ten sets to complete.how the fuck am i suppose to study sia?
lucky this week only mother tongue and english papers.
so im not so screwed.
yesterday,finished up bio worksheets but still left with one more set to go.
i dont know why,i will always start with bio first.
maybe because im trying to make myself love bio?
butbut,i've learnt that by doing the worksheets,i actually understand bio better.
its like a shortcut to bio.oh whatever.
now im like doing english compo for the presentation.
we havent even done the presentation.
you know what im curious about?
why i smiss aljunied still not married??
she's like one year older than my mum (go figure).
i think she's really nice and sweet looking.quite wasted leh.
okay,i wanna go bathe,buy food,eat then continue doing homework plus multitask blogshopping :PP

EH EH,WHY PEOPLE NOWADAYS GOT ATTITUDE PROBLEM AH?IRRITATING BASTARD SIOL.MAKE MY OLD TEMPER COME BACK.DON'T BLAME ME,BLAME THE WEATHER!
PFFT.
(;

2009-04-23T22:55:00.002+08:00

Have you ever looked up at the sky and wonder what lies above?

I have always wanted to become an astronaut.

Since I was young,I read up on the universe,take down notes and I've watched tons of videos on the astronauts that died etc.

You should see how Earth looks like from the space.Stunning.

Hahaha.I cant believe im talking as if im writing an essay.what the hell.

oh well,i really wish to go to space.That'd be really cool.

And i do believe in aliens.think about it,we have a ultra humongous universe.

our solar system is like 0.0000001% of it?

there's totally another being in the other planets that we do not know of.

i mean come on,how can u explain crop circles?

okay what the hell,moooooving on.

I finally passed biology! *jumps around

Woah,I got like 19.5/25 which is like 0.5 marks more to beat the bio queen.

Yes,woah.tsktsk.Actually nothing to be happy about uh.

after all,its an easy paper.but still,i deserve to pass cause i studied like crap laaah.

had mother tongue oral for mid year.

dang it,reading was okay like usual but i think i screwed convo -.-

pfft.pantat laa.k whatever.

after oral went to vivo to window shop and add more things in my list.hehe.

i know i may be crazy,but i spent $90 online and in 1 hour T.T

and im still shopping like every single day.

i must really stop.i need to save for a crisis!

but i can't resist la seh!i wanna complete my want list then i save.hohoho.

surveyed some straightener just now and found one that i like!

has some vintage designs,philips brand.

$100.ok right?ahaaaaa.and im buying my heidi klum eyeshadow quad and victoria secret tank top by this week also.

keke.my boyfriend is so gonna kill me.

talking bout boyfriend,

its gonna be our 1 year 1 month in like a truckload minute of time.

i've lost abit of weight cause i stop eating at night but my dad keep stuffing me with food at night.

all because he is sick and got no appetite T.T

ok laaa,i wanna update my shopping list and will go lalaland later.

Nights!

2009-04-20T21:24:00.007+08:00

And here I am,after like 1 month plus?

First off,

RESPECT WON FOR THIS YEAR'S CHEERLEADING! *jumps around

Finallo oh finally,my wish has been granted,thanks to those who prayed for me!HAHAHA.

After months of stressin',breaking down,it was all worth it.

And the most ironic part is that,ours was a last minute work! *grins

The happiness and smiles I see on that day is priceless.

SPECIAL THANKS TO:

Nadiah

Hafizah

Nadira

Jovena

Zhixin

Patricia

Hansel

& the cheerleaders!

Not to forget CT!(if not for her i wouldnt get that one step which is kinda a big help)

But overall,our efforts were not wasted.

On the week of the sports day,we stayed back almost till night everyday.

Respect really put in alot of effort in every aspects.

Im just happy that I managed to do all the choreography by the last day!

Special thanks to BellaWella!She helped alot (:

Im telling ya,choreographing is nah'uh easy!

I could go crazy.I was so stressed up and tired of choreographing and finding dance steps on the last day that I had fever -.-

Woke up 5am and ate panadol,woke up at 6 and miraculously, my fever has gone done.

Ate one again during SS.

At night,fever came back.Sick all the way till like last few days which I finally got well.

P.S: Dont be a pussy,showing me your screwed up face.

2009-03-08T22:30:00.002+08:00

Its official;I have no life till after the 1st week of April. *sobs
1st week of April,all my burdens right now such as SYF and cheerleading will be all gone and forgotten.
I just have to put myself through for awhile longer.
Malay O's are coming.Am aiming for distinction.If not,I'll retake till I get my distinction.
I don't really have the mood to update.
Will be on hiatus till after 1st week of april,probably.
So long,suckers.

xoxo,
IRRRRAAAAAAAAAA!

2009-02-20T00:09:00.004+08:00

Helluuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.

Finally I have no homework and tests nomore!

No homework cause I completely it in school just now.

Okay so,I just got dancesteps.I think I know what to do already.

The internet is sucha useful thang.Heh.

Holy cannoli,Im multitasking practising the cheer dancesteps to teach em,blogging,and helping baby with his f&n coursework.

He is like $%^&& hours overdue to submit la.

I pity my baby,he hasnt eaten and he's tired and sleepy.

And yes,we have patched things up.

We still love each other dearly and we're just trying to make things right.

Maybe this is a busy year as its the last year.

And ohhh,SYF dance have been a BLAST!

I mean it when i say BLAST cause both of my fucking knee has big bruises!Knn.

Okay,wanna get back in track.

Night night darlings!

I love you so much,and I know you feel the same way too. <3

2009-02-17T22:16:00.000+08:00

My heart hurts.

Im still clueless.

2009-02-05T23:18:00.002+08:00

HAD A BLAST WITH NADIRA AND NADIAH AFTER SCHOOL!

They made me feel better after all the crying, thanks girls (:

Im so fucking stress can?Sometimes I just give up and don't want to do anything.

I'll be so busy with syf,cheerleading and O's.HOW?!

Now Im having a stupid headache and I have ti study for SS test and do a pile of homeworks.

Next week is worst,Mon-Wed got test.Like WTF DO THEY TAKE US FOR?!!!

Im so tired what I wanna do is just go to sleep and not wake up.

Mon,syf.Tues,Cheerlead.Wed,syf.Thurs & fri,cheerlead.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

STILL SOME OF YOU CAN COMPLAIN YOU GUYS STRESS!

THEN WHAT BOUT ME??!!

Now I get irritated easily.Knn.

"Im lost,but whatever it is,life must go on."

2009-02-01T15:24:00.002+08:00

BLEAAAGH.

So many homeworks,tests and events coming up.

I've decided and decided not to go for CCA.

the teachers are just like forcing yout o go and making lies bout some stuffs.

Your cca wont even be needed to go to Poly la pls.

But thing is,it will appear at your HRC as F9.

And my whole 4 years of dance is a waste of time.

Damn,I dont know sia.Knncb!

Anyway,yesterday had a great tiem shopping.

HAHAHA.Bought one black moccasin and laptop casing.

Im totally in love with Cotton On okay.

the price is totally reasonable and the items are nice!

Heheh.Wanted to splurge on a Mango shades but I doubt I will use it so I didnt buy.

Alright,wanna continue doing homework.

Gotta start cheerleading this week!

I foresee a forlorn week.

geeeee.

2009-01-28T02:34:00.000+08:00

PICTURE PERFECT.

MY FUTURE HUSBAND;LEE MIN HO.

HANDSOME BODOH!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

Hehe.

Will update tomorrow,wanna dream of him (;

2009-01-26T12:52:00.003+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR FRIENDS!
The other time when I went to my aunt's house,my mum and cousins were at the void deck.
They were like playing skipping and stuff.And my mum asked me to play badminton with her.
I had fun and I was hapy actually cause its been a very very extremely long time since we spent time for real like this together.
We chit chatted,ate snacks and played some more.Then went up to eat.
And you know what?Shocking much(very),Im addicted to a certain KOREA DRAMA!
Im sure some of you guys have heard of Meteor Garden whereby the band F4 acted in?
Well,this is in the Korean version and Im so fucking addicted!
Its so so so romantic and nice...Now Im still waiting for people from Korea to upload it cause its still playing at Korea.
I LOVE THE MAIN ACTOR,LEE MIN HO(plays as Jerry)!!!!!!!
SO FUCKING CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I love him in straight hair not the curly wurly hair -.-"
Ok now I finally have something about Korea stuff to talk to Nadiah about!
LOL.
Okay,I wanna go play per society.Im currently in level 19.
Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Bye (:

2009-01-24T11:48:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 10TH MONTHSARY BABYLOVE!<3

I wanna thank you for this whole ten months we are together.

You are my longest boyfriend in history and I know we will be together even longer than this.

We wanna get engaged soon right?Hehe ;P

You are the only guy who can really make me happy and laugh when Im down.

Your love that you pour to me,its unbelievable.

I don't know what I did to deserve such a guy like you.You're too good or me!

I appreciate your presence in my life cause you've made such an impact and I learn from you.

You teach me what is right and wrong and what love is about.

You're like my mother(when you nag),my father(when you very strict with me and make the fierce face),my brother(which I dont have any,but you always give me advices),my sister(which I dont have any,but I tell you everything and you know how to keep secrets) and lastly,like my lover and bestfriend,whom I can go shopping with and never complains,whom can see me eat alot and alot and can still say I cute,who wipe away my tears and was always there.

I know you've sacrificed alot and I appreciate it.No guy has ever sacrificed so much before.

I won't take you for granted I promise,cause you really mean he world to me.

Without you,I'd be lost,and I don't think my life would ever be the same again.

I want ask to forget all the downs that we've had and think of the ups.

Look at how we're getting stronger day by day ater all that we've been through.

God,Muhd Haiqal,I love you so much!

Muacks :')

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Okay,I just woke up.Im sooooooo frigging tired la can?

And I miss baby so much.I want your hugs!

This was what happened yesterday...lol!

1st)

Me:*sleeping

Baby:BABY,WAKE UP!!!!!

Me:Huh,what?

Baby:LOOK,LOOK!

Me:WHAT??!!

Baby:*points at computer screen at facebook mafia wars and said "I GOT 15 MILLION DOLLARS!WOOHOO!"

Me:That one also want to wake me up!If real money nvm la!zzzzzzzz -.-"

2nd)

Me:*sleeping shiok2

Me:*i felt like there was something inside my nose and opened my eyes

Baby:*was putting a tissue inside my nose and was laughing like mad

Me:BABY!!!!!

Baby:HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Me: -.-"

3rd)

Me:*sleeeping damn shiokly

Baby:Baby,baby..wake up sayang..

Me:*open my eyes

Baby:Sayang,I go back first k..

Me:No! *falls back asleep

Baby:I go back 6.15 k?

Me:Uh k k...

Baby:Baby,wake up..Da 6.15..

Me:*ignores

Baby:Come sayang..wake up.. *pulls me up and hug me

Me:*was sleeping at his shoulder then I slum back

Baby: *Laugh and pull me back up

Me:*Slum back

Baby:*tickled me and I finally woke up

Baby:*Pull me back up and hugged again

Baby:I love you sayang.. *kisses forehead

My boyfriend is so sweet can?!Heeeee.

Okay,Im gonna go play pets society again and then do homework and go my aunts house.

Will be sleeping there until Tuesday I think.

Im gonna miss you so much darling!!!!

And Im hungry so gonna eat cereal!

YUM!

Byebye~

2009-01-23T20:25:00.003+08:00

THIS GOES OUT TO YOU MOTHERFUCKER!
Honestly,some guys are just so childish.Goooooooooooooood!
Hahahaha.I've finally seen his true colour and yes,Im right as hell!
Ni lagi satu nak step mane peh big shot.Pala buto.But please eh,Im not so dumb.
I fucking now guys like him very very extremely well.Come on,so what if he has like 28 ex gfs and I only have like half less than that?
PLAYBOY PERH.Stop it siol!Eew.Im allergic to guys like that.
But please la,I know too much and god knows how my experiences were.
I've been called lots of names before,treated like shit before,surely you don't think your words would bring me down?
Heheh,sorry darling,you just don't know me too well.
A bitch?Yes honey,I live up to that name and I love it.
Nak sympathise aku?Hehe.I sympathise you more.With your situation,I bet you don't and won't have that much of a future will you?
Sumpah aku tak kisah.Kau peh hidup siak.But I thank god you're outta my life for good.
AMAN DUNIA! And guys like you = idiots = waste of time = God shouldnt make you exist.
Sheeeeeeeeeeesh.
Will update later tonight again.I wanna play pets society using baby's account! So cute can?!
Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

PS:I LOVE YOU BABY! (:

2009-01-22T00:07:00.002+08:00

Look at his ass.Mintak kene spank.Haha.
I am utterly shocked to say that the cheerleading team is FULL HOUSE.
Seriously,we have like 30+ members,including lots of guys and girls.Unbelievable much?Yes,I know.
First time in my whole sec 4 life man.I know that a few will confirm back out and I will decapitate their heads.
Okay,kidding.Sports day is like on the first week of April which is around 2 months plus.
Oh dear,we have to start cheerleading asap.Im pretty excited.Haha.
I have nothing much to say today.Now its like 2:42am and I just managed to complete all my homework.
Im so sleepy.Will post tomorrow.
Goodnight lovelies.

2009-01-21T02:18:00.002+08:00

I love my baby so much.Even though he thinks he's funny when he's not.

2009-01-20T21:36:00.006+08:00

RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!
Wah,you guys have no clue how stressed out I am.
It's like not even one month of school yet?!
I'm just fucked up cause I have the premonition that I will do badly for my O's.
Especially Maths,Science and Bio.
I NEED TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT!
I keep telling myself to study,study,study but I'll just end up doing homework and surf the net.
Dang it,how the hell am I suppose to go to Poly if I dont pass my Maths?
Im just not born with the Maths and Science intellect.
Im so SLOW!
I don't know how the fuck I even get a 213 aggregate for my PSLE.
What the helh has happened to me?
I know I am smart,I know I can do it,but there's always a barrier that's stopping me.
I need to break the barrier NOW,before its too late.
When I see the last year's senior taking their O level result slip,I can already picture myself being there like in one years time.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

My self esteem in doing well for O's keeps getting lower everytime I fail tests or don't understand what the hell the teacher's saying.
Pfft.I was not so bad in my studies in Sec 1 and Sec 2 leh.
Infact,I maintained a position of 5th in class.
IRRRAAAA,WHERE ARE YOU?!!!!
I fucking need to study,need to pass,need to go poly,need to prove people wrong.
They fucking think Im stupid but its just that Im not letting myself show them what I really am.
I will,I must,pass my Maths,Science and Bio no matter what it takes.
I need to have self-discipline.
If others can do it,so can I.
Its still not too late.

Anyway,ebaying is fun!I bought a few items there.Its actually damn easy to find your items.Search,click,pay,get your items.Tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.And Im damn excited to get my pay this coming Thursday.I fucking want the LG Cookie phone!

Not to forget,Miss Vasuki is getting on my nerves.Im starting to really dislike her.She's okaaaaaaaaaaay but how dare she tell me to stop giving her letters when I never go school and tell me to go doctor if I sick?Walau,if she pay for my doctor bills nvm la!Pala buto.So irritating siak.

And and,I'm the cheerleading captain for this year again!Lol.Im really happy cause almost all the seniors in Red house are joining! *claps hands and dances around

I need my beauty sleep now.
Goodnight.

2009-01-20T02:04:00.005+08:00

HELLO!

I know,I know that I haven't updated since like,forever?Haha.

Anyway,many things has been happening and that includes me ponteng-ing school...

NOT MY FAULT HOR!I keep getting sick la.I just like recovered from fever.

Okay so I did not post alot about my work life.Well,I miss working to be honest.

I miss all my colleagues especially Mangai,and the rest of them.

And not to forget,I miss lepak-ing with some of them and chilling.

We drank,played truth and dare and it was just fun caaan?

I still remembered we tonned till like 7am.Obviously,my first time.

Now Im a good girl,baby don't let me be the wild me anymore so yeah,the nerdy me is back -.-"

I get wild when I have the chance so if baby's not around,obviously I will go astray!

Now here's something...

NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS:

1)Sleep early!At least get 8 hours of beauty sleep (; (Have not started!)

2)Control anger.Breathe in,breathe out.(Progressing... (: )

3)Go to school regularly.(Errr..............)

4)Complete all homework on time.(CHEY!But yes,yes,achieving..)

5)STOP SPENDING MONEY AND SAVE!!!!!!!!(After I get my Lg cookie,I will!)

I think thats basically all.I miss shopping till I drop.Its good that I no longer shop every week like I used to last year.Im hppy cause I just bought a Pink Puma bag and a Pink Guess wallet!(Partially paid by baby for our 10 month).Heheh.Im a happy gooober.Oh,before I forget,I've became a pink freak over the holidays.I still am!This is all thanks to xiaxue la.Cant blame me,all her pink stuff are so cute!GRRRRRRRRRRRR.Must get them,must get them.Hahaha.I find it so pressurising and infuriating that everytime my list clears off,there will be a new one.When can I get to save for real?!I seriously need to learn self-control.

I've decided to step down early for dance and I've decided that I won't be joining SYF.Damn,my total cca points are not even close to get a 1 cut off point for O level!Like wtf.So why would I want to waste my precious time man?I'd rather use the time to study for my O's cause yes,I'm not a genius and I need to focus on 3 important subjects that I keep failing.I know that its hard cause dance is my passion and I would definitely miss it,but thing is,there's always a next time but there's never a next time for my studies.

And shockingly enough,haiqal and I have planned to get engaged when Im 18.We're still deciding cause he will still be in NS then.We'll see how it goes.Gosh,two years!So scary~

I have been a proud biology student cause I've finally gotten myself to concentrate in all biology lessons!Yay me!Its really an achievement cause its not easy to concentrate as I would easily get distracte and only some would know why.HAHA.That was so last 2 years kay guys~

Lastly,Valentine's Day and me and Haiqal's one year anniversary is coming and Im totally excited for it!I already know what to buy (: .Heee.And I hope my last pay which is this Thursday would be sufficient for me to buy the LG Cookie.Its damn nice bodoh!!!!!!

Okay,time to sleep.Will update tomorrow or something.

Goodnight.

2009-01-19T23:30:00.031+08:00

THIS WAS LIKE ONE DECADE AGO.

GAAAAAHS~

I MISS THEM!

2008-12-11T01:17:00.004+08:00

Helloooo there.Went to work from 9.30am to 4pm and from there,went straight to Orchard. Walked around to find my stuffs but didn't see anything I liked.Then me and baby decided to watch Bolt so we did.Bought Popcorn and Nachos.The movie is effing cute and funny!Must watch.Bolt is soooooooo cute when he did the cute face to get food.Andand,not to forget,the donuts at Cathay are deliciousssss!I think I want to go buy again.Went to lucky plaza to get a card reader so I can transfer photos from my camera to here.It cost a fugging $23 -.-".It was actually $29 and we bargained.Haha.I've got major shopping to do and Im just waiting for the money to drop from the sky.Lol.Tomorrow is an outing with Ain and Atiqah!Can't wait.We're gonna go shopping and then go watch movie.Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee.I shall buy the Nike water bottle at the same time and maybe a handbag.Shitass,I really can't wait to buy the Nike bag.AHHHHHHH!Nvm,patience is a virtue.*coughs.And I also can't wait to collect my chanel inspired bracelet from the blogshop owner.Okla,going off to bed now.Need to wake up early tmr for the outing with the darls (: .Will camwhore tmr and upload lots of pics kay?Goodnight everyone...ZzZzZzZzZzZzZz.....

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PS://I'm still wondering why Arep like suddenly tegur me and starts being friendly.He usually just stares at me.Then that time I just talked to him once,only cause I asked him to help pass my water bottle.Since that day,he kept staring and looking at me sia,but never says anything.And just now,when I was going to the toilet,he said Hi.I just smiled cause like mana tau aku perasan kepe.Then when going back time,he was sitting,then he "stretched himself to the back" cause many people was blocking and he waved and said Bye.I did the same la.Haha.I like him better than his friend.His friend keep staring at me like I owe his father money.Lol.At least Arep is friendly.I'm glad I'm making more friends at work. (:

2008-12-10T02:10:00.002+08:00

[b]How You Are In Love[/b]
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You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.
You tend to give more than take in relationships.
You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You're secretly hoping your partner will change for you.
You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.
[url=http://blogthings.com/howareyouinlovequiz/]How Are You In Love?[/url]

Finally met my dearest sayang after 3 days of not meeting.

Snuggled and surfed the net with my lappy.

How thoughtful of him to buy for me nasi lemak.

Two packet somemore!

Heee.Sayaaaaaaang die (:

I was being a lazy and pampered kid so he fed me while I was half asleep.

Hahaha.

Went to Vivo to shop and I didn't felt comfortable.

Rushed to Giant to buy KOTEX(LOL!) and rushed to toilet.

WHAT A BLOODY MESS.

Ok,ini sentence sumpah tak perlu. ;D

Anyway,I indulged myself to buy whatever I want.

With my hard earned money okay!

In the end,bought 2 long sleeves,1 leopard heart necklace and 1 bra from F21.

Spent only $46!Heeeeeeeeee ((:

Was supposed to go to Far East but because of my super horibble stomach cramp,I went straight home.

Damn,it was a bloody torture.Luckily,baby was with me.

I was practically crying cause the pain was so unbearable.

Kesian baby kene marah,PMS mah.

I squeezed his hand like everso tightly when i feel pain.

Reached home and baby tepok-ed me to sleep.

Fall asleep for a few mins and baby also fall asleep.

AWWWWWWWWWWWW.

Pls do not picture bende tak senonoh eh.Haha.

Woke up and felt a bit better.

Ordered pizza and ate with baby and he went home.

Kissy kissy huggy huggy,ate my painkiller and Im all fine now!

Its weird but panadol menstrual does not work at all.It only makes my stomach cramp more worst seh.But my dad's headache painkiller worked though -.-

Monday was super tiring.

The previous day I slept only for 2 hours plus and Monday I worked from 10-9.

I didnt have time to rest at all!

It was so fugging busy,tekak naik haus.

But the pay is all good so.. (:

Ok,gotta go sleep cause needa be at work by 9.30am.

If baby and I finishes off early,I wana go buy the nike bottle and NF skirt/jeans la.

Hee,okay bye!

xoxo

2008-12-07T03:37:00.002+08:00

MyHotComments

Will start work again tomorrow after 1 week holiday.
I wanna work on MONDAY!
Its hari raya haji but Im not going anywhere so I wanna work.
Somemore,I earn double per hour plus the incentive.
Then baby check and they say Im not working.
FUCK!!!
I dont fucking care,Im going to talk to the manager tomorrow.
Got my pay just now too.
$493 for around 2 weeks.Pretty alot huh?
Gave mum,stepdad and dad.Im left with only $150 for myself.
Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
Whatever.
Im pretty satisfied la eh.
Can't wait for next pay on the 22nd.
I can't wait for school to start man,I miss school and studying.
I can't wait to sit for my O's!
Im gonna make many resoultions for next year.
Had fun going window shopping with baby from the whole of orchard to queensway to ikea.
I found the Nike bag at a cheaper price!Yay!
Heh.Andand,I still want our future home to be country-like and not modern k b!
:D
& I miss Atiqah and Ain alot!
They're friends I made at work.
Can't wait to see them!
&& i miss dancing.
Andand one of these days will go take cable car and skyride with baby.
Just the two of us at Sentosa.
Andand Nadira if you're reading this,message me your new number can?
I forgot to take that time.
Then we can plan with Farhana and Nad about the Sentosa thingy.
After my pay on the 22nd kay.
Sleep tight darlings.
((:

2008-12-04T04:19:00.003+08:00

Im bored,so i shall advertise things in my blog.

I love Dino tee.

From US.

Preorder.

$25

Brandnew Anna Sui Hearts Hoodie.

INSTOCK.

$22

This kitty camera is worth $100.

Go to fashionista-crib.blogspot.com for more info la k.

Toodles!

2008-12-04T04:10:00.003+08:00

IM FINALLY BAAAAAAAAAAAAACK!

Firstly,happy 8 months and 9 days cupcake!

I love you (:

Anyhooos,work's fine.

THE PAY SUCKS.

SO,DO NOT WORK AT TOA PAYOH CALL CENTRE.

YOU'LL GET CHEATED -.-"

Should have looked for some other jobs.

But I still make a whooooole lot of friends!

Nvvvvvvvvvvvm.

Anyway,my minds a bit blank so I dont know what to talk about.

Check out my next post for stuff that Im selliiiiiiiiiiiiiing!

LELONGLELONG!

heh.

2008-11-09T19:37:00.002+08:00

HELLO!
Yay,tomorrow start work!
wheeeeeeeeeeeee.
Actually its just training for this week.
Need to work 6pm-10pm,but weekends full shift,which is like 9 hours.
But for every call get 15 cent extra.Ok whaaaaaaaat (:
Im pretty nervous.Lucky thing I work with baby!
This week I can relax abit but next week all the way full shift.
Luckily got one day off.
You know what?i think baby and I are one lucky couple.
Firstly,we're taking o's together.
Second,we get the job together.
Third,our parents both approve of our relationship.
Imagine my mum who NEVER EVER allows me to have a boyfriend and always call my boyfriend to scold actually approves!!
HAHAHA.
She even said he seems like a nice guy. (;
She let me talk otf with him and all,if other guys can forget about it sia.
Alot of teachers know about us and they seem to approve it too.
Heh,lucky shit.
Lastly,we got into the final malay audition thing,JUST THE BOTH OF US!
heheh!
I happy siol.
I find it soooooooo,fateful i guess?
Its as if they know we couple like that seh.Heh.
But i still think nurul fazlina deserves to be in the confirmed recording as us too cause she's such a great narrator!
Serious shit.
Okays,i wanna go play curlcurl with curler again.
I shall post about how my first day of work tmr went kays.
Bye!
<3

2008-11-08T20:31:00.004+08:00

OH HELLO.
I can't wait to start work man.
I'm so bored rotting at home.
I can't wait to get o levels done and over with.
I can't wait to go poly.
I can't wait to play dress up then.
IM BORED.
GOOD LORD,HAVE MERCY!
Sheeesh.
Im bored playing my pokemon on nintendo ds.
Hehe.yesyes,pokemon (:
Best bodoh.
I wanna go shopping la.
But can't cause needa save for mummy's birthday prezzie.
And the recording thing that I got in,they'll be fillin up my pockets.
Yay,boleh buat shopping.Heh.
Im still doing my nails btw,so irritating macam pukeee.
I've redone it for almost five times,I swear.
It kept on smudging and all.
I wanna get a proper manicure!
After o's perhaps.
I wanna go curlcurl my hair with the curler for fun now.
Aku da cakap aku bored.
Bye.

2008-11-08T00:55:00.004+08:00

My fucking eyes looks so fucking big.

hehh.
Firstly,baby and I got the fucking job,hell yeah!~
Headstart was a darn stupid waste of time,just shouldnt have came at all.
The best part was the 2nd round audition for ETD.
If ya guys are wondering,its actually you know the recording thingy that you hear for listening compre.
Yes,we are doing auditions to have our voice recorded in the syllabus.
Hell yeah,baby and I got in!
I was fucking pleased.
It was nerve-wrecking like obviously being alone in the studio and talking like one mad bitch.
It was all worthwhile anyway.
I was so tempted to sing sia cause we were in the studio and talking in the microf.
Hehh (:
Since both of us are selected and we gonna have to go for the recording again,I guess we'll be going on our off day.
Moooooooooooooving on.
Went to Vivo with baby after that and window shopped.
Planning what to buy when get pay.
Oh shit,my list gonna get longer.
Wheeeeeeeeeeeee! -.-
Why is my post so fucking long?
Retard.
Absurd.
WTF is wrong with me?
Im sleepy.
And I still dont know why I have phobias of big buildings cause Im afraid it might tumble and collapse with me lying under the heaps of debris.
Random.
Doing my nails now,to prepare for work and yes,I'll be in bed after that.
Ok bye.
xx

2008-11-05T20:05:00.003+08:00

Im lazy to post.

PMS.

Paham-paham la eh.

Three tests to study tomorrow.

At least I got something to do.

Thanks for the tea you made for me.

Love you.
I cant wait to start work sia.

ATTENTION!

ANYONE WHO IS INTERESTED IN JOINING TAIWAN OR US SPREES,DO TELL ME.

THE SPREES IM HOLDING:

Taiwan Sprees:

PG Mall,Wiwi Shop,Fashion Market,Cutie Fashion and Peach Sugar.

Us Sprees:

Forever21,Elf,Charlotte Russe,Old Navy,American Eagle.

If interested in any items on the website,inform me.

"Maybe,just maybe,I don't deserve you,I don't deserve anyone."

2008-11-04T22:48:00.002+08:00

YOHZXZXZ.

Went for a job interview,at toa payoh.

Its basically answering calls and all,$4 per hour,but if I work long hours,I can earn $1000+.

I think its not so bad laah.

Went with baby,filled in the application form and went for the interview.

So far,most of them seem nice,so yeah.

I hope I get accepted.And baby too.

So that we can be in the same room together though i may not know where he sit.

And we can go for lunch together.

Awwww.

Can I start work already?Lol.

They will shortlist us by sunday,Im so nervous!

That's about it for today I guess.

Wanna go do geography homework.

Ok bye.

2008-11-04T02:02:00.003+08:00

Hi all.Went to Jurong East to go swimming with baby.Yes,just the two of us.I know it sounds boring,but it was totally fun and awesome.I definitely had a great time.It was sooo fun getting to spend tome with my baby for almost the whole day of today by just swimming.Hee.We actually got there early,like in the morning when it only opens at 2.30pm.Bodoh.Then we decided to kill time and went to Marina Square to watch movie but it was still closed,so we ended up eating at Seoul Garden.I didn't eat alot laah,but just watching my sweetie eat,I feel full and happy already.Serious!Haha.On the way back,saw Kak Nina.How I miss her!She's really pretty now,not lying!We hugged and she said "lama eh korang dua" whuch means "You guys long uh together".I kept smiling after that,kembang la kan.Huahaha.Then we went swimming.Okay,alot of guys kept staring at my boobs.LOL!Fucking perverts.The funny thing is,when baby was in the toilet and I was alone,there's this group of indians that disturbed me and wanted my number.WTF.Anyway,the second time round,one of the guys were staring at me and when he saw baby looking at him,he quickly turned away and played innocent.MOFO!Had a superb time at the wave and the slide there.I swallowed alot of water during the wave.SHEESH.Overall,I had tremendous fun.I wanna do this again,though Im darker now!HAHAHA.Oh shit,there's physics test tomorrow.Gotta go study,Tata :)
"Day by day,our love's getting stronger :)"

2008-11-04T01:29:00.002+08:00

TAGS REPLIED :D

Mansur:Abehabeh?Joget hiphop.huahuahua!Must watch the show,scary siol.You can seriously hear the pontianak laugh.SHEESH!

Baby:I love you too,sweetheart :)

El:Heeeeeee,thanks dear! :)

Ayinjade:LOL!It sounded wrong.Anyway,linked :)

Kak Ain:I miss you too laah dearest!Been like more than 3 years since we met!Geee.And thanks! :)

Zianah:Pretty?Nolaaa.Your much much prettier :)

Fina:Replied at your tagboard :)

Yow Che:LOL!In the end I still got my hair cut right?!?!Hahaha :)

2008-11-01T12:35:00.009+08:00

MyHotComments

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
Im starting to love Biology back,its actually easy if I do pay attention in class.
AHAHA.
Anyway,just finished watching wujud 2 CABAR.
Its pretty scary,left me feeling so cold even though the aircon is off!
The most scary part is when the crew members,some of them got possessed.
And in the end they showed what was the thing that disturbed them.
PONTIANAK!
And guess what she was doing?
She was lying straight on a branch,looking down!
#$^*&^(^%& right?!
Sheeesh,noone survived the challenge man.
If i was one of them,i ask the pontianak to join me goyang pantat sial.
huahuahua.
And one of them,which is around 58 yrs old got possessed too cause he went against the rule.
You guys should seriously watch it man.
Anyways,off to doing homework and will be off to exercise.
TAGS WILL BE REPLIED TONIGHT!
BYE!
:)

"When I look into your eyes,i see me when i was first in love."

2008-10-30T00:18:00.004+08:00

HELLO.

Had a major headache because of fever and slept during Physics cause I ate 2 panadol.

THANKS MR YONG!

And also Fizah darling for the panadols.

Concentrated throughout the Bio lesson and understood every single shit!

AMAZING SIOL.

heheheh.

Nothing muched happened,actually.

Slacked at mac and watched stupid videos at Youtube.

Damn,Im bored with nothing to do nowadays.

I CANT WAIT TO GO OUT WITH MY GIRLS!

Plans:

1)Go Jurong East/CCK to swim

2)Siloso Beach(picnic)

3)Escape Theme Park

CAN'T WAIT OI!

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Okay,Im off to a lil bit of studying.

Bye.

"I can't explain this feeling,I think about it everyday."

2008-10-28T22:21:00.004+08:00

OH HELLO.

Went to Far East after school and had lunch at Sakura.

The food was yummy and spent $30 there.

Walked around and bought a supa nice pencil case at Paper People.

Then went to Shaw to watch movee.

Wanted to watch House Bunny at first or The Coffin,but don't have.

So ended up with HSM3.

Its an okay2 movee la but I think ther dance moves are better.

I like it when Vanessa danced with Zac on top of the roof.

Super nice.

Overall,it was quite boring and I almost fall asleep.

Headed home after that.

DAMN,Im having fever with supa coarse throat which feels like there's daggers when you swallow.

I WANT MY HOLS.

I DONT WANNA GO HEADSTART,I DONT WANT TESTS.

I WANNA SLEEP.

& IM BROKE.

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

GO DIE LA YOU STUPID OLD MAN.

I HATE YOU SO EFFING MUCH!

YOU'RE DEAD TO ME.

2008-10-28T05:41:00.003+08:00

Went to get my tragus piercings today at Penin.

HAHA,the guy that pierced my ear was really friendly!

Chose a stud and got it pierced.

I didn't felt anything.

I just heard the sound of the gun being pressed then I was "Huh?Finish already?"

LOL.Should have been there,baby was so nervous!

I was at first but I decided to just go ahead cause baby was there.

Went to KFC ar MS for lunch plus OLD CHANG KEE!

After that we went to Esplanade and slacked awhile.

The weather and ambience is nice there.

Had my maths tutor session with Sur.

I think Im understanding maths better!

I WANNA BE A MATHS PRODIGY (:

I cried the entire night because of something.

Baby helped me with something and I finally got it back.

I was crying so bad I knocked my head against the wall and I felt so scared and alone.

Gee,what the hell's wrong with me.

And Im sorry for shouting at you like that.

I've never been that angry and I was shocked at my voice.

It was just full of anger.

Thanks for being patient sayang,ILY<3

"All my life,I pray for someone like you."

2008-10-27T00:29:00.003+08:00

Oh baby,you're mine.

Thanks for all the love,understandind,trust and care.

I love you.

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I cant wait to get my tragus piercing tmr!

OH YAY :D

Maths session tmr.

Ok bye.

"TO HELL WITH YOU,MOTHERF*CKER.ROT IN HELL! >=("

2008-10-24T22:26:00.012+08:00

HELLO.

I got nothing much to say except that I feel blessed.

LOL.

Thank you baby for the bracelet and the tee i wanted.

I WANNA EAT THE OYSTERS AGAIN!

I LOVE YOU BOO.

and lets continue to webcam!

:DD

2008-10-24T00:40:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 7 MONTHSARY BABY BOO.

I just wanna take this opportunity to thank you for the great 7 months that you've always showered me with so much love that no guy has ever did.

Your sacrifices and love,they're amazing.

Even though we have our ups and down,you never fail to make me smile with your endless humour.

You pamper me with all my wants without fail.

Oh baby,I love you so much no words could say.

To sum it all up,

YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING

& I'D BE LOST WITHOUT YOU.

Alhamdullilah,God answered my prayers.O levels,here I come!

Whats more fun,with baby!

Lets study really really hard and get good jobs and have a happy happy family!

Oh yeaaaaah,ke jinjang pelamin.

*coughs

Ok im done.

Wanna sleep.

Goodnight earthlings!

PS:Its time for me to fulfil the promise I made to god if he promotes both of us. (:

2008-10-15T21:46:00.003+08:00

Oh dear god,

give me the strength I need to go through these obstacles.

Please help put me through the pain.

Im worried sick for baby and I.

Help us go through it.

Just fulfil my wish,please?

And babylove,

I don't know how else I can even define my love for you.

I know I've not been a good girlfriend,too pampered and spoilt,

but you never fail to sacrifice your happiness for mine.

You are the strength for my weakness and you showed me love when all I do is get mad.

I miss your hugs sayang,the hugs that would assure me everything is okay.

You're the greatest gift from God,that I can't deny.

Whatever happens,I promise I'll stand by you and stick with you through thick and thin.

I love you with all my heart.

:')

I'm just not in the mood to talk about my results for EOY.

I just can't wait to see the overall results for the whole year.

I did badly,I dare say.

I just wanna get it over with.

I'll accept whatever fate God has written in my book.

We all know we can never change fate right?

Besides,everything happens for a reason..

Biology is a dissapointment enough,plus all the other subjects.

I've flunked them all pretty badly,I dont know why.

It's not because of me having a bf,it has never been.

Maybe its because I've not put enough effort and God wanna give me a wake up call.

This is a lesson I shall learn and not mull over.

I know my mistakes now and last minute revisions don't work anymore.

I will give my ultimate best and prove everyone wrong because I know I can do it.

I wanna make my parents proud.

I hope I get to take my O' levels and get promoted,Insyaallah.

Im giving all my prayers for you baby.

I can't shed enough tears already.

And I'm touched that you cried when I cried.

I love you so much.

& I don't know why this event has made me wanna change.

I wanna change for the better.

I'm gonna start praying soon once baby starts teaching me.

See how much I've missed out and forgotten?

The last time I prayed was last year.

I totally neglected God.

Im sorry.

I wanna walk on a straight path,that leads me to you,

but I just can't help but go astray.

Oh god,

show me the light to your path.

I might be really quiet in school in the next few days okay,so please don't trigger my mood.

I'm really gonna be uber-sensitive to the maximum.

All I can do is pray.

PS:Miss Chew,please don't blame my baby for my failure in Chem.It's not his fault,honestly.Its just me..I've taken my studies too lightly.I've neglected them.You said I've been passing?No,you're wrong.I've never passed Chem.Even if I did,its by luck.So please,don't put the blame on my baby.Its me for myself.

I just feel like I've brought everyone down :'(

I need you baby,so bad :'((

2008-10-13T21:19:00.002+08:00

HEYHO BITCHES!

ahahahahahahahahaha.

Life has been fine,like always.

Exams are like finally over..but results are like $%^&@#$%^@!#$^&.

Anyways,raya has been a big bore to me.It didn't even felt like the Hari Raya I had when my dearest grandmama was still alive ;(

BUTBUTBUTBUT the collection of green packets never seem to be a bore to me ;DDD

I finally got my White Nintendo DS.

I still miss my PSP though,can't wait for baby to finish repairing it.

I spent like fucking alot in just one week.I've spent over $400++.

I know,I know,its so retarded.

Anyway,Im happy that most of the stuff I wanted to buy I bought.

But,the lists just seems to be adding on and on.

Oh so whaaaaat,my money what ^^

Anyway..I've got a new BF..

THE SAMSUNG OMNIA!!

Oh hell yeah its my dream phone.Actually I wanted the F480 but I got this instead,but its better :)
Nahhh,I didn't buy it,my dad bought it and he decided to give me when I said I wanted it.
Oh,I know I sound like a spoilt brat but who cares? ;P
My dad has been really nice to me lately..I lost my wallet and he gave me $50.
Yesterday he gave me another $60.
Oh lala~
Frankly speaking,its still not enough as you can see from my want list.
EHEHEHE :D
I love being a spoilt brat especially when baby's pampering me ;))
I LOVE MY BABY FOR TREATING ME LIKE A PRRRRRRINCESSSS.
He's like THE best boyfee ever!
But he's so fierce he's scaring away guys who look at me and smile.Haha.
Everytime a guy keeps looking at me and then baby look at him,the guy will look scared.
GAGAGAGAGA ;D
And yay,tmr Im gonna shop again and Im getting my Jansport backpack!!
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ;DDD
And Im getting broke as a result.heeee =00
I seriously don't know what to talk about.
Im just posting cause I'm bored.
Ok bye :)

PS:I still cannot forget when I was walking with my cousin and then this two guys who was riding a motorcycle actually stopped and said hi.Then the passenger walked over to me and said hi and talked to me but I just bo layan.HAHAHAHA,MALU SAMA LU UH DESPO!
sheeeeeeeesh!'
eheh :)

I LOVE HAIQAL BBY TRUCKLOADS!
MUACKS :D

"You're the one that made me realise that stupid crush which lasted for one year plus was just a fantasy and you're the reality. :)"

2008-09-20T16:47:00.003+08:00

EH HELLOOO.
Here's one pica before my prolonged hiatus.
Exams is starting this Friday and I have yet to study.
*hangs head*
I'm coping with studies and meetups for my blogshop.
Okay daaaah,I wanna go study.
I need to go to the skin centre again cause its spreading yet again.
Stupid nabei cheebye.
Don't miss me too much yaw!
I LOVE Y'ALL!
xoxo

PS:I will not study that for Biology like I did the other time!LOL.

love,
IRRA.

2008-09-10T22:55:00.005+08:00

I HEREBY PLEDGE THAT I HATE BIOLOGY AND I GIVE UP.I SHOULDN'T HAVE WASTED MY TIME STUDYING.And I can't believe I cried infront of you.HAH.I'm too stressed out.More tests tomorrow.More stress,more heartache.Bruises bruises bruises everywhere.Need my sleep after sleeping for only 1 hour after studying Bio.Waste my time.I hate maths too.Its depriving me of my sleep now.I have maths homework.

Fucking stupid teachers can ya guys just stop giving homeworks and tests?Don't you have a fucking brain to think that we need time to study for EOY?We need our 8 hours of rest too.Fucking stupid creatures.

Don't disturb ,I'm grumpy due to lack of sleep.

I WANT & NEEEEEEED SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEP!

='((

"You got me hypnotised,so mesmerized."

2008-09-08T23:40:00.002+08:00

HELLO EARTHLINGS!

Didn't go to school cause woke up late.I slept like 4 plus so what do you expect?I think I'm studying too much.So anyway,met baby after school to go collect the VS speedy tote bag.Then went to Mac to break fast and studied abit.Thanks alot baby for accompanying me.

I LOVE YOU!

Needa study for tomorrow's maths mock test.Still gonna study though not for CA.

GOOD GIRL. :)

Oh btw,something in the MRT which was so fucking disturbing.I sat beside this chinese ahbeng looking man la.I think he's around his thirties.I was just daydreaming and all.And you know what he did?He fucking hit my leg with his leg!I thought he accidentally or what la but he was cursing my mother and all.I let it be cause I thought he's mad or something.Then you know what he did?HE FUCKING STEPPED ON MY FOOT!I WAS WEARING SLIPPER FOR GOODNESS SAKE!I was like WHAT THE FUCK?!I was fucking pissed and angry cause he kept doing it so I stood beside baby.Baby didn't realise at first.But when I stood up beside baby and I looked at that retarded bastard,baby realised something was wrong so baby stared at that asshole.Then I think the stupid ashole scared or something,he quickly got up and went away.He stand at another corner than he stare2.Baby stared back.Baby asked why I didn't tell him earlier and that's cause I don't want baby to get into trouble so I let it be.I was so fucking tempted to shout vulgars and slapped that asshole's face man but since I was fasting,I relented.I think that stupid knncb got mental problem uh.People never do anything then wanna physically assault.Girl some more eh!Nabeh.The funny thing is,baby didn't realise it at first when I was sitting down.He was making faces and all but I didn't respond like how I usually do.Nyahas.Now I have phobia already.I promise I won't sit next to a ah beng looking old man,EVER!Be careful ladies!

wheeeeeeeeeeeeee.

"All I ever think about is you."

2008-09-08T22:11:00.005+08:00

Collected the Vs speedy tote already!YAY!Its really really niceeeeee.I'm in love with it.The blogshop owner,Fifie,is super nice and friendly too!Was supposed to meet her at Jurong East station but as her baby was sleeping I met her downstairs instead.She gave me deduction of four bucks for the bag cause I came all the way and stuff.Super nice I tell you.

I shall admire the bag first!

2008-09-07T17:39:00.006+08:00

EH HELLO!
I've studied Biology book chapter 1-4.Left with chapter 9 for tomorrow's test.Chapter 5-8 will be continued on next week.Shit,I'm still not done with Physics project and studying Geography River test.Oh no.My brain's about to go haywire.There's still maths test to study for some more!I think I'll burn the midnight oil today and tomorrow.Oh god.The one week september holidays ended so fast man,how I wish it would be 2 weeks or something.Better start studying again.
I'm so bored,all I talk about is tests or study.Gee.
hugs & kisses.

"Do you catch a breath,when I look at you?"

2008-09-06T20:24:00.004+08:00

Just came back from accompanying my mum to the gym.While waiting for her,studied Biology.So far so good,yay!Oh anyway,I'll be off to the sauna again tomorrow.Effing shiok!It was like super freezing just now cause it was raining very heavily.Didn't study Biology like what I was supposed to yesterday cause tired after came back from sauna and swimming.Watched Hannah Montana on Youtube instead.Effing funny.Lol.Okay,I wanna go eat mushroom pizza and start studying Biology again.I'm craving for STRAWBERRIES!
I want to shop again and ooh,I can't wait to get my VS speedy tote!
BYE ;D

2008-09-05T18:38:00.003+08:00

WATCH THIS;COOOL!

I've done the malay litespeed posts so Imma gonna start with studying Biology the whole night till morning.I promise I'll complete the whole chapters and fold the pages that Im not sure about and ask Mr Azlan when school reopens.Damn,I miss fasting.FYI,this is the fasting month for the muslims and I havent started yet cause I cant.Girls stuff.I can't wait to fast this coming Sunday.Oh anyways,I keep updating.I think that's cause I'm effing bored to death.First time that I can stay at home like that without going out and all.But later off to sauna to lose some fats!Imma bring my Biology book at the same time,so study plus sweat like mad dog plus lose fats.DOUBLE TORTURE.Lol.I lost fats I lost fats,YAY!Okay I'm pretty happy cause if I get to finish up studying Biology I'll only have Chemistry and Geography to complete studying.Chemistry not so bad but I bet Geography would be the real heartache.I used to be really good in Geography but I loathe it now therefore it can be reflected in my marks.I miss Mr Lee Chee Kiong.COME BACK WILL YOU?!I think I'm gonna screw O level's paper if Mrs Cheong continues teaching.Well,I don't have a choice do I?
OKAY BYE!

2008-09-05T15:13:00.003+08:00

MR AZLAN & IRRAAAAAAAA.

This is like sooo last year.LOL.Look at my dumbdumb hair.HAAH!Oh anyways,Im done studying maths(ya right).The notes will be continued some other time.I gave up doing the notes at 4am which I was feeling so lethargic and went straight to bed.Since morning I was studying maths but only a few topics which I dont understand therefore baby will teach :).I think I'll be doing the malay litespeed post first cause Im taking a break from studying.There's like oh so many tests when school reopens,DAMN!I will I will I will study Biology first.I must put in more effort on Biology cause basically,that's the only subject I failed for CA.I find it pathetic cause I loved Bio since primary school.Its okay,after hearing some motivation and Mr Azlan's encouragement,I think I'll just try my very best.Like he said,"success comes after a few failures right?".I guess he's right.I will obsess myself with Bio.AHAAA,as if.Okla,gotta get back to study mode!I want to go on a shopping spreeee,pretty pleaaase?LOL!
BYE SAYAAAAANGS! :D